*looks down...sighs*
i feel like i am doing something wrong...like a part of me is worried, scared. how can i feel regret yet happiness at the same time over the same thing? it's like it all seems so easy right now...almost like i don't even need to try...and i know what the right thing is to do...i know what i should be doing...yet i do the opposite...why? is there really a part in me that needs this to make me feel better?
*curls up in a ball* why do i see what i see or even feel what i feel? why is it me that has this problem? why must i be the one to go through with this? and why can't i ever seem to stop it or fix it...?
*curls up in a ball* why do i see what i see or even feel what i feel? why is it me that has this problem? why must i be the one to go through with this? and why can't i ever seem to stop it or fix it...?