My new years resolution
My New Years resolution was to learn how to be mean. I feel like I'm too nice, that I let people walk all over me. The truth is, I dont think thats really the problem. What I really need to do this year is to make better friends. Maybe if I wasn't friends with assholes I wouldn't have this problem. I guess I bring it upon myself but I feel sometimes like the people I'm friends with are only my friends because they want to take advantage of me. They want to hang out with me only when they want to drive my car or want me to drive them somewhere or they want my videogames or alcohol, but otherwise they don't really give a fuck. Maybe I'm just a shitty person...maybe I am just no fun to be around and these people don't like me. Either way,its cool. I dont want pity friends and this year youre not going to walk all over me. I guess I'm an idiot sometimes and loyal to people who really arent my friends. But I'm not stupid and if you dont want to hang out with me thats cool...whatever...you dont need to make up studpid excuses...just dont call me when you want something...because that is not a friend...and next time youre getting what you deserve...jack shit.