a blackout, could this be the one
"but as bad as i am
i'm proud of the fact
that i'm worse than i seem"
i got two more law school applications today. marquette- big up to wisco corrinne and the university of oklahoma- which i am sure amy will not be approving of. i got arkansas the other day. i will be taking my lsat in the summer and applying for schools for spring 2006. thats not that far away- since i am now going to be quickly thrown into the world of adults fresh out of a diaper holding my degree, still crying for my absent mother. i love my dogs, and hastings. <-sidenote. i need a roommate, so if anyone knows anyone who wants to live in mboro and can stand me, tell them to give me a call. nate and i arent breaking- just splitting up/life wise. hes going to move out and i am going to stay at our house and we are going to date again- since we never really got a chance to. my mom threw me out shortly after he and i started talking and he let me in, when he should of said no. i need independence, i just hope all this works out and we do get to try the bat at living apart. i just hope that no clemetines come along. i feel like her today, but not for him. i feel like i am the bottom of a hole today. which is better than the bottom of a well i guess, i was there last week. i dont know why im sad. i shouldnt be, im going to graduate soon- sweet. i have good things in my life. lots of good things. i might not go to law school, i might stay here and get my masters at some expensive ivy league school in nashville. and be a camp director for the rest of my life. i like that idea too.
someone smart told me today---how can you be depressed when it looks like this outside?
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i'm proud of the fact
that i'm worse than i seem"
i got two more law school applications today. marquette- big up to wisco corrinne and the university of oklahoma- which i am sure amy will not be approving of. i got arkansas the other day. i will be taking my lsat in the summer and applying for schools for spring 2006. thats not that far away- since i am now going to be quickly thrown into the world of adults fresh out of a diaper holding my degree, still crying for my absent mother. i love my dogs, and hastings. <-sidenote. i need a roommate, so if anyone knows anyone who wants to live in mboro and can stand me, tell them to give me a call. nate and i arent breaking- just splitting up/life wise. hes going to move out and i am going to stay at our house and we are going to date again- since we never really got a chance to. my mom threw me out shortly after he and i started talking and he let me in, when he should of said no. i need independence, i just hope all this works out and we do get to try the bat at living apart. i just hope that no clemetines come along. i feel like her today, but not for him. i feel like i am the bottom of a hole today. which is better than the bottom of a well i guess, i was there last week. i dont know why im sad. i shouldnt be, im going to graduate soon- sweet. i have good things in my life. lots of good things. i might not go to law school, i might stay here and get my masters at some expensive ivy league school in nashville. and be a camp director for the rest of my life. i like that idea too.
someone smart told me today---how can you be depressed when it looks like this outside?
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