thank god for vitamin C
this morning i woke up an actually said out loud, 'i hate my life'. and i actually believed what id said for a good two hours. i went to take a shower, and was like why bother. i was straightening my hair and gave up half way through. i had absolutly no motivation to exist this morning. i seriously wanted to crawl into a ball and die.
so rather than wollow in my own self pitty(which i do so well), i decided to take some vitamin c to see if it actually works.
it sort of does.
i was still in a bad mood, but i didnt feel like offing myself anymore.
i dont know what is actually causing my anger today. nothing really happend. just one of those days perhaps. the weather really sucks too. also i agreed to work tonight and i really super dont want to. and now wilson phillips is on tv.
urge to kill...rising..
so rather than wollow in my own self pitty(which i do so well), i decided to take some vitamin c to see if it actually works.
it sort of does.
i was still in a bad mood, but i didnt feel like offing myself anymore.
i dont know what is actually causing my anger today. nothing really happend. just one of those days perhaps. the weather really sucks too. also i agreed to work tonight and i really super dont want to. and now wilson phillips is on tv.
urge to kill...rising..