cold brains
Feels weird to be back on tour again. Hate bunk beds. At least am not back on empty flat. Sucks even more since Mel left. Don't ask me why. It just sucks, and hate brother even more. Too tired to figure stuff out. Too messed up to even want to think. Feel totally apathetic, can only read label on beer bottle. Says something in german I don't understand. Heading no longer to some goal, am just following someone else's footsteps, thank god they belong to best friend.
Wish I knew how to play guitar again, feels like I've forgotten, though it would be nice to write some big sad song, in manner of Beck, or maybe in manner of Elliott Smith, that I start to miss. Wonder if musician can really live after crossing the 33 years old line, sounds like shit. Will buy harmonica for self.
I need to find time to see my twin in Los Angeles. Maybe she does have what I'm lacking. Ha. Full sentence.
Wish I knew how to play guitar again, feels like I've forgotten, though it would be nice to write some big sad song, in manner of Beck, or maybe in manner of Elliott Smith, that I start to miss. Wonder if musician can really live after crossing the 33 years old line, sounds like shit. Will buy harmonica for self.
I need to find time to see my twin in Los Angeles. Maybe she does have what I'm lacking. Ha. Full sentence.