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I don't want to talk about Japan right now. Well. It was nice. New songs. Japanese drumkits. Julian in Japanese. Japanase dictionary. New words. Fine.
I don't get some people sometimes and it really annoys me not to understand them better. I wish I had this little thing that would make them at ease and would allow them to confide in me. I wish I would ease their pain a little and stop being someone that's not careful, at least in their eyes. I care a lot, it's just that I don't know how to express it. I'm so awckward with feelings, it makes me sick. Sometimes I bang my head on the wall as I can't feel it coming, I want to say something, I want to feel but it's blocked inside of my stomach, it just won't get through. I have absolutely no power, no control about it. Damn, I can't even control myself, how would I help someone else with their issues ? And who cares ?
That was the early evening depression strike. Thank you, drive through.
I don't get some people sometimes and it really annoys me not to understand them better. I wish I had this little thing that would make them at ease and would allow them to confide in me. I wish I would ease their pain a little and stop being someone that's not careful, at least in their eyes. I care a lot, it's just that I don't know how to express it. I'm so awckward with feelings, it makes me sick. Sometimes I bang my head on the wall as I can't feel it coming, I want to say something, I want to feel but it's blocked inside of my stomach, it just won't get through. I have absolutely no power, no control about it. Damn, I can't even control myself, how would I help someone else with their issues ? And who cares ?
That was the early evening depression strike. Thank you, drive through.