shit
Hopefully no one still reads this crap. I'm too tired to figure out how to set it to private yet I still can't sleep. I'm also too lazy to buy real paper to write this drivel down on. I'm really freaked out about applying to the school of my major, and even more freaked out about deciding which school that's going to be. Also freaked out about grad school, and how everyone says it's a nightmare...but still better than entering the real world. I think I'll go into Physics or Astrophysics.
God damn, I can not wait for spring break. The hotel in Seattle shall kick ass, being at home with my family will kick ass, and then coming back here (hopefully) with some really good friends. Kind of apprehensive about the lingerie party, although it should be fun depending on who is here. I kind of like the smaller parties we through, especially if I really want to talk to someone at that party alone. If I do in fact WANT to talk to them alone. Who knows. There needs to be an easier way to answer these questions...I need to buy a magic 8 ball. Quals also scares the fuck out of me, but that's years away.. If I go into genetics I know what topic I would research because I wrote a paper on it a few years ago, and it really intrigued me. I could also go into Nanotechnology, that field is growing damn fast and they just added it as a major.. I could possibly be one of the first in the school. Physics and Astrophysics really intrigues me though, I could read about and study space for years without getting bored. That has to be the logical choice then, the one that interests me the most, but I have no real definitive knowledge about. I mean, I've had some Physics classes but most of it has been smaller scale stuff, projectiles, friction, electricity and magnetism. Nothing was interesting enough to get me to do more work then to get by, but that's how most of my classes have gone. I'll sit down in the evening and thing "I'll buckle down and do a ton of studying, ya!" but I can never bring myself to do it, instead I sleep or go out with friends. Damn friends, always keeping me busy. Tomorrow after school though, I have to do the math review, I haven't been to that class in weeks and need to get a good grade on the test to make up for skipping quizzes. MSE, I need to read more of that book too to make up for skipping Monday. Fuck this insomnia, it's ruining my grades. Hopefully I can get back on track over spring break. Turn off the circuit breaker to my room so I have to sleep early since there will be nothing to do...ya, that might finally do the trick...
God damn, I can not wait for spring break. The hotel in Seattle shall kick ass, being at home with my family will kick ass, and then coming back here (hopefully) with some really good friends. Kind of apprehensive about the lingerie party, although it should be fun depending on who is here. I kind of like the smaller parties we through, especially if I really want to talk to someone at that party alone. If I do in fact WANT to talk to them alone. Who knows. There needs to be an easier way to answer these questions...I need to buy a magic 8 ball. Quals also scares the fuck out of me, but that's years away.. If I go into genetics I know what topic I would research because I wrote a paper on it a few years ago, and it really intrigued me. I could also go into Nanotechnology, that field is growing damn fast and they just added it as a major.. I could possibly be one of the first in the school. Physics and Astrophysics really intrigues me though, I could read about and study space for years without getting bored. That has to be the logical choice then, the one that interests me the most, but I have no real definitive knowledge about. I mean, I've had some Physics classes but most of it has been smaller scale stuff, projectiles, friction, electricity and magnetism. Nothing was interesting enough to get me to do more work then to get by, but that's how most of my classes have gone. I'll sit down in the evening and thing "I'll buckle down and do a ton of studying, ya!" but I can never bring myself to do it, instead I sleep or go out with friends. Damn friends, always keeping me busy. Tomorrow after school though, I have to do the math review, I haven't been to that class in weeks and need to get a good grade on the test to make up for skipping quizzes. MSE, I need to read more of that book too to make up for skipping Monday. Fuck this insomnia, it's ruining my grades. Hopefully I can get back on track over spring break. Turn off the circuit breaker to my room so I have to sleep early since there will be nothing to do...ya, that might finally do the trick...