"I was so embarrassed; I had to say 'I'm so sorry my Mom is a whore' too many times."
Title = quote from Sarah @ work
Yesterday at cheer practice, Katy Self, my flier, landed on me really hard... twice. First her neck landed on my face, and then her back hit my chest really hard... so hard that I got blood blisters on my chest. I felt awful because she was hurt... not badly, but in pain nonetheless. I felt like even more shit after she said she wasn't going to stunt anymore, and then went and did another basket toss with another group... I can't help but feel at fault. I need to learn to leave this stuff behind, but I can't. I feel awful, physically and mentally. My back is killing me. I'm not accepted on the team yet, I feel like the oddball, almost like dead weight. Oy. MUST IMPROVE.
At work, I was bored and then busy. That's how things work... a rush of people, or nothing. *sigh* I closed, and tanned... er, burned... after work. My butt and my chest are SOOOOOOO red! it hurts to wear clothes! Oh well, are least I got some color, right? I just want to get rid of this damn tan line I have on my arms from being outside...
I didn't feel well yesterday, and I'm not feeling well today. Ick. I need a day off, which is not going to happen for some time... I'm going to just chill with my guy tonight, watch a movie or something... we're both exhausted. He got a new tattoo on the back of his arm last night that I'm anxious to see...
Anyhoo, take care of yourselves better than I take care of myself...
Yesterday at cheer practice, Katy Self, my flier, landed on me really hard... twice. First her neck landed on my face, and then her back hit my chest really hard... so hard that I got blood blisters on my chest. I felt awful because she was hurt... not badly, but in pain nonetheless. I felt like even more shit after she said she wasn't going to stunt anymore, and then went and did another basket toss with another group... I can't help but feel at fault. I need to learn to leave this stuff behind, but I can't. I feel awful, physically and mentally. My back is killing me. I'm not accepted on the team yet, I feel like the oddball, almost like dead weight. Oy. MUST IMPROVE.
At work, I was bored and then busy. That's how things work... a rush of people, or nothing. *sigh* I closed, and tanned... er, burned... after work. My butt and my chest are SOOOOOOO red! it hurts to wear clothes! Oh well, are least I got some color, right? I just want to get rid of this damn tan line I have on my arms from being outside...
I didn't feel well yesterday, and I'm not feeling well today. Ick. I need a day off, which is not going to happen for some time... I'm going to just chill with my guy tonight, watch a movie or something... we're both exhausted. He got a new tattoo on the back of his arm last night that I'm anxious to see...
Anyhoo, take care of yourselves better than I take care of myself...