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so i went to the doctor today and they said that i just have a virus but ive never gotten a virus this bad... whatever. they gave me medicine.. anyways i really feel like crap. blah. like ive been so depressed lately its insane. i totally crapped on the PSAT im not improving on my APQs this sucks. i really hate it. i need to do something about that.. i dont know what to do!!!!! i hope tomorrow will be better. crap i have to do a STUPID novel critique for the prince. luckily its not that long. thank god actually. my mom definitely hates me. she thinks that i am a "wild child". she freaking called me that. she compares me to like the best kids on the earth and there really isnt. i mean is there a book on how a girl should be. whatever. i hate it that she is still stuck with the Filipino 60s era. it makes me mad. because filipinos can never talk. they keep everything inside. like i can't talk to my mom. no one can and its just like what the HELL am i supposed to do! she has to call me like every ten seconds EVEN THOUGH she KNOWS where im at. fuck. im really tired of it. i cant wait till i go to UM. i need to go somewhere! peace out