Sep 02, 2009 22:45
kon kon konbanwa,
eto...im not feeling so good minna. i guess im getting a bit hurt. haha im not like limping or sick but...i feel ..bad.you know like a bit sad. -sigh- hm...maybe I shouldn't type that here where people can read and hit me on the head yelling "BAKA!" or "eh--you..you..i didnt know" ...im not prepared for the drama. haha love watching tv dramas but...my life is enough already ne. eto...how can i explain.....im really..eto..im...just ugh nvm. just know i am one of the people who have the lowest self confidence. im super shy and im ok to praise others for their goodness and stuff but i dont think of myself higher. soo....ima just let it out in my fic here. im not going to post this in jent fanfics cuz well...it will be pathetic ne. this is just a expression i guess. uwa. in some weird way, i think this fic will be sweet. i think....
disclaimer: i do not own them. sigh--
He lays there on the couch not doing anything but letting out deep sighs and staring blank at the T/.V. Seeing no point in staring at nothing, he decides to just walk around town trying to ease the tension in his head. He can't think so clearly. But all he knows is that nothing really is going to change. He walks and walks around Go Gai's Ramen shop to anywhere.
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He looks at his watch and notices he's been walking for about five hours. Letting fustrating sighs out seems to be quite redundant tonight. Where does he go now? He just wants to go back to home and sleep his problem out. An umbrella extends out covering his head. "Massu, doushita no?" Massu looks up to the voice and sees that it is Tegoshi. "Tesshi....It's not even raining." he replies. "uwa! sou da ne~ I finally got your attention with that." "eh?" "yeah! you notice the weather more than me! I saw you like 3 hours ago! But you never really noticed me." Massu now apologizes to Tesshi. "Diajoubu. I can see you are troubled. What's wrong?" However, Massu kept silent. Tegoshi got the hint that he didn't really want to say it but he hears something? "Almost everything in my life is smacking me in the face--" Tegoshi suddenly trips. "Eh? You where tip-toeing huh? haha Tesshi chiisai da na." Tegoshi smiles, "Mou, so mean...demo, I got you to laugh. so that is A.O.K!" Tegoshi gives Massu a small kiss on the cheek. "I'm always here for you ok?" Massu smiles eased from all bad things in his head. "Un. And I will be here for you too ne." Massu takes Tegoshi and kisses him. ~END.
ok so yeah that sucked on ice XD but wtv. i want a tegoshi to come to me and be all stupid like that and kiss me XD haha sure sure. wtv....wtv XD well...ima go to bed. im gonna try to sleep this out as well. hopefully, tomorrow will be an A.O.K day. ja ne...oyasumi
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