May 18, 2009 09:46
1. I told him.
I wish I hadn't.
With every ounce of my being, I wish I hadn't.
I don't need [[or want, really]] you as a boyfriend, but I really do want you as a friend.
I REALLY WISH I HADN'T.
2. I finished my jr. year.
The best part of the year is when I walked out from my final test.
I was so relieved that I started smiling the second I handed my professor the test.
I put my ipod back on and I walked down the escalator.
I prepared myself to walk in the rain and, sunglasses on/hood up, stepped out into the downpour.
First song to play the second I did that, Umbrella covered by All Time Low.
I started laughing. And I felt such a feeling of relief that I thought I might cry.
I'm positive that that was my favorite moment of this entire school year.
3. I turned 21. Today.
It's been pleasant so far.
4. I finally did something that I truly regret. and I swear, I wish I hadn't.