Sep 03, 2007 10:04
So life is really confusing in a bad way right now.
Corning is screwing me with classes & with aid. They say some of my classes i don't need so i don't really get credit for it and i don't get aid for it. They say they will only give me part-time hours worth of aid.
Its fucking bull, I need them for my major. just not for corning's bullshit.
my job kinda sucks, work way more than I'd like, but what can you do when all the people that worked there before are gone now, except for the manager and the casual labor person. all the people that worked there before were losers and slackers, except miranda she was great. but she moved away.
so now it's basically me and my manager to cover from open to close every damn day. i'm exhausted.
and it's not getting better.
my grandfather just died.
he was hero.
he was that "dad" figure that i could've missed out on if it wasn't for his great heart.
and now he's gone.
and i'm kinda having trouble dealing with that.
i know it sounds stupid, but it almost feels like losing a parent.
so now i've got shit at school, work, and home.
i need a break but where to go for a break when there's nowhere to get away from it?