I couldn't sleep...
So Chris finally went to bed at 3:30 am. I didn't want him to but he really need to. I'm guessing he had to get up around 6 and that's not enough sleep. So I watched a movie, to try and get me tired. Didn't work out to well...lol. I watched the entire movie. So then I decided to clean some more. And that's when I fell upon my favorite Christmas music. Yes I will admit it, my favorite Christmas cd is performed by Hanson. And of course I had to put it in even though it's only October...hahaha. (That's how the song is Hanson this morning.)
Ok every time I talk to Chris more and more, the more excited I am to meet him. I'm all giggy, it's funny. I can't help but laugh at myself. Maybe because I already know that everything is going to be alright.
Gosh, I need something to do at 6 am...lol. I'm about to go on a long walk or a jog. But I won't do that. I'll do that when I wake up from well whenever or more like if I fall asleep. Maybe I'm scared that I'll have another nightmare. Hell, I'm 19 and I'm still scared I'm going to have nightmares. There is seriously something wrong with me...hahaha.
Maybe I should read. HA! That's not happening. Well maybe. Maybe I can find something online to read. I dunno. The only thing I do know is that I should be sleeping right now.
So i'm going to try again right now. Hopefully I'll be drop dead tired tomorrow evening so I'll fall asleep at a normal time. Because this schedule that I'm on isn't doing any one any good. Every one take care and have a good night.
-Nicole-
Ok every time I talk to Chris more and more, the more excited I am to meet him. I'm all giggy, it's funny. I can't help but laugh at myself. Maybe because I already know that everything is going to be alright.
Gosh, I need something to do at 6 am...lol. I'm about to go on a long walk or a jog. But I won't do that. I'll do that when I wake up from well whenever or more like if I fall asleep. Maybe I'm scared that I'll have another nightmare. Hell, I'm 19 and I'm still scared I'm going to have nightmares. There is seriously something wrong with me...hahaha.
Maybe I should read. HA! That's not happening. Well maybe. Maybe I can find something online to read. I dunno. The only thing I do know is that I should be sleeping right now.
So i'm going to try again right now. Hopefully I'll be drop dead tired tomorrow evening so I'll fall asleep at a normal time. Because this schedule that I'm on isn't doing any one any good. Every one take care and have a good night.
-Nicole-