(Smile)
I feel it would be a cop-out to just write a few words about my day yesterday. And although id wish i could just sit and write for hours, some moments that are too descript and meaningful for me to ever type out into words, especially publicly.
Sometimes a smile doesnt even do justice to the way you feel inside. All i know's when i left at 12:24am Nov. 4th and it was snowing outside, and suddenly everything in the world was Perfect... I was stumped as to whether to laugh or cry - so i ran. Ran home and stood outside quigley in the freezing cold snowy weather, dark, and quiet, perfect, holding in my hand the most beautiful words and still remembering the tune that goes with them. I just shake my head, dont know why god has blessed ME with someone like him in my life. Still, im in that moment. Dont know how to express, hasnt hit me yet, havent laughed or cried yet. Dont know how to feel, cause special doesnt even cover it. Just...yeah. wow.
Jars of Clay ~ in Spokane, 7:00pm. The concert was beautiful, but what Ill remember most is just spending time with Kimi. Im happy that even though she's moved off campus we have stayed/become even better friends; i guess friends who're assaulted together, STAY together! (yah WHATEVA!!)
I cant wait to go home this weekend, i have a certain sister's birthday that needs to be celebrated - and a looong overdue talk with mom; both of which are better then sliced bread, ...and im basically just gonna continue on with this whole theme of "blessed to have these people in my life"...(sigh)
I think ive gotten a few things cleared up in my own head, I thought there was alot more to certain situations and it turned out to just be Me: reading into things way to much (Which is something ive become way to good at). Most of these situations revolving around thinking certain individuals are angry with me...for alot of completely crazy reasons that i should go back to highschool for even considering;
and ambiguity is also a stong point: sorry :)
My desk is rockin some pretty cool cards. "Congradulations on the new baby boy" - sean. A fuzzy gold plated elvis card - randy "hunka hunka birthday cake" haha! and of course Emily's "Only the Good die Young, but us Bitches live forever."
And, im going to call it a night
**Sarah
Sometimes a smile doesnt even do justice to the way you feel inside. All i know's when i left at 12:24am Nov. 4th and it was snowing outside, and suddenly everything in the world was Perfect... I was stumped as to whether to laugh or cry - so i ran. Ran home and stood outside quigley in the freezing cold snowy weather, dark, and quiet, perfect, holding in my hand the most beautiful words and still remembering the tune that goes with them. I just shake my head, dont know why god has blessed ME with someone like him in my life. Still, im in that moment. Dont know how to express, hasnt hit me yet, havent laughed or cried yet. Dont know how to feel, cause special doesnt even cover it. Just...yeah. wow.
Jars of Clay ~ in Spokane, 7:00pm. The concert was beautiful, but what Ill remember most is just spending time with Kimi. Im happy that even though she's moved off campus we have stayed/become even better friends; i guess friends who're assaulted together, STAY together! (yah WHATEVA!!)
I cant wait to go home this weekend, i have a certain sister's birthday that needs to be celebrated - and a looong overdue talk with mom; both of which are better then sliced bread, ...and im basically just gonna continue on with this whole theme of "blessed to have these people in my life"...(sigh)
I think ive gotten a few things cleared up in my own head, I thought there was alot more to certain situations and it turned out to just be Me: reading into things way to much (Which is something ive become way to good at). Most of these situations revolving around thinking certain individuals are angry with me...for alot of completely crazy reasons that i should go back to highschool for even considering;
and ambiguity is also a stong point: sorry :)
My desk is rockin some pretty cool cards. "Congradulations on the new baby boy" - sean. A fuzzy gold plated elvis card - randy "hunka hunka birthday cake" haha! and of course Emily's "Only the Good die Young, but us Bitches live forever."
And, im going to call it a night
**Sarah