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[nikkiremembered]

I eat 3 meals a day. I eat 450 calories at each meal. I have one snack. It's 150 calories. My snack is an 'exposure' food. Meaning, you eat a healthy portion of a binge food with it sitting right in front of you

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[villageabove]

Thats awesome keep up the great work!!! Good to hear from you :) Keep fighting

[marygfunk]

this entry makes me sooooo overwhelmingly happy.

[nikkiremembered]

Oh my gosh! Hello Mary G Funk! You look stunning your icon. :) I have a long road ahead of me, but I can do it! <3

[ana4athom]

I am so happy for you. I desparately need treatment, and I hope to get it soon.

[nikkiremembered]

Thanks Dori, please get help when you are ready. I still have sooo much work to do in order to battle this ED. It's been miserable, even during those times when I glorified my bulimia, fasting, restricting. I was miserable. :) <3

[ana4athom]

I have an appointment tomorrow for an evaluation since my bulimia has spun so far out of control. I'll keep you updated on what goes on. You are totally my role model! Take care...and thanks soooo much for the comment.
love ya
Dori

[sunnybeaches85]

yayy im so proud of you:) im glad that you are finally feeling the happiness that youve always deserved.

<3 you like always,

-me

[nikkiremembered]

Thanks, I still have a loooooong road ahead of me. but I can make it to my destination.

You deserve happiness too. I came into the hospital with bulimia at the front door. It's going to be as soon as I get out, but I'm learning to put it in the trash. <3 you too, rachel

[pixiehopper8]

i knew you can do it!! You still have a long road ahead of you but don't ever forget how you feel at this moment. Don't forgethow happy you are, and don't forget that i will always be there for you! I love you! Call me soon!!!!

[nikkiremembered]

Oh my god Jennifer!!! It's been so rough. but I'm doing ok. I had a pass today, meaning I was free to walk around LA for 3 hours. I sat down and I started to cry asking Nikki to come back. I miss her so much. Fuck.

I love you jenn, so much, you've been such a great supportive person in my life. <3

[pixiehopper8]

I miss her too. I miss her all the time.Sometimes I wonder if that will ever feel ok.....i don't know.I know she is still with you. She loved you sooo much. Any time that anyone would say something bad about you or do something bad to you she would be there in a min. ready to kill them if she had to! lol I always remember how the two of you would fight as kids, but the min. we were mad at you, she would bitch us out! lol Love like that never goes away. She is always with you!! The hard part is not being to see or hold her. When you get out we should go see her. We can bring flowers and music and just spend some time down threre....and you need to cry. I never saw you cry when people were around. That's something you need to do. Anyways, keep doing good! Don't give up! I love you!!

love,
jen

[nikkiremembered]

I don't know why I can't cry about Nikki around certain people. When I'm alone, the tears just flow. <3