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My lips = effing chapped. Ouch doesn't describe how much they hurt. I am putting lip balm on every 5 seconds.
I'm waiting to hear back from Elliot, travel agent, to let me know the final price for my plane ticket home.
I want to go to NYC this weekend, but I have so much other shit I need to be doing. With the holidays coming up I can't really blow anything off and not have it finished.
I'm in an "Eh" mood as of late. I guess that's wrong, it's actually more of a just content mood. Nothing bad, not thing great. I had a great conversation with my Dad the other night and it was just what I needed. I then spoke with Erica and Quinn. For some reason asking your best friend for advice always helps. I hate to admit that I sometimes need it, but I do, and I know I can trust her and not feel vulnerable for asking. She exudes such a positive and willingness to be supportive and want to help when I need it. I love that. When I was at my absolute most depressed she made a conscious effort to at least text me every day and tell me "I love you!" and that ment so much. When I was finally ready to talk about what was going on she did nothing but listen. I am so fortunate to have her as a friend. Courtney, you too! You did the same thing for me and that will NEVER be forgotten!
Quinn is family. I called her and asked her for advice on the same subject and she was equally supportive. In a different way though. Not that she had different intentions, but she knows me better, longer, and has understanding to all things I've been through personally. She gave me sound advice with a empathetic touch that was that extra boost of confidence I needed to confirm my decision/feelings.
I realize the first step to knowing something is to acknowledge it and admit it is there. Not that I am seeking the approval of others, but I sometimes doubt my judgement, especially as of late. Anyways, everything is cool now, and I'm okay with everything.
It's sunny and cold outside today. Again. I love it!
I'm waiting to hear back from Elliot, travel agent, to let me know the final price for my plane ticket home.
I want to go to NYC this weekend, but I have so much other shit I need to be doing. With the holidays coming up I can't really blow anything off and not have it finished.
I'm in an "Eh" mood as of late. I guess that's wrong, it's actually more of a just content mood. Nothing bad, not thing great. I had a great conversation with my Dad the other night and it was just what I needed. I then spoke with Erica and Quinn. For some reason asking your best friend for advice always helps. I hate to admit that I sometimes need it, but I do, and I know I can trust her and not feel vulnerable for asking. She exudes such a positive and willingness to be supportive and want to help when I need it. I love that. When I was at my absolute most depressed she made a conscious effort to at least text me every day and tell me "I love you!" and that ment so much. When I was finally ready to talk about what was going on she did nothing but listen. I am so fortunate to have her as a friend. Courtney, you too! You did the same thing for me and that will NEVER be forgotten!
Quinn is family. I called her and asked her for advice on the same subject and she was equally supportive. In a different way though. Not that she had different intentions, but she knows me better, longer, and has understanding to all things I've been through personally. She gave me sound advice with a empathetic touch that was that extra boost of confidence I needed to confirm my decision/feelings.
I realize the first step to knowing something is to acknowledge it and admit it is there. Not that I am seeking the approval of others, but I sometimes doubt my judgement, especially as of late. Anyways, everything is cool now, and I'm okay with everything.
It's sunny and cold outside today. Again. I love it!