rough night :[
last night was hte shittiest night ever man.
first of all, i had been working on my essay all day yesterday but i kept getting interrupted and everytime i had to stop, i had to take a minute to get my train of thought back. it always seemed like i would get the best ideas coming to me then the phone would ring or someone would be knocking on my door. normally this wouldn't piss me off but, the majority of my calls were cominmg from my mother. she was constantly calling to check on stupid shit that she could have just waited until she got home to check on. she would call and ask me did anyone call her, did anything come through on the fax machine, was i gonna leave nad go anywhere anytime soon, what i was doing, if i was okay. at one point, i stopped answering the phone and she called twice and i just let it ring. then she started getting real ignorant and calling back to back letting the phone ring off the hook so i picked it up and was like, "what?!" and she was like, "why you ain't answering the phone? if you're at home, you need to be answering the phone just in case someone calls for me." okay? this was bullshit because we have voicemail but whatever, i wasn't trying to start no shit so i just said okay and told her to please stop calling because i'm trying to write my essay that's due tomorrow. she said something real smart and i just hung up the phone. i guess she felt bad because she called back like 20 minutes later and asked me if iwas hungry and if i wanted something from AKK's (a really good family owned restaurant in town) and said bring me back a burger.
when my mom got home, she came in to tell me my burger was in the kitchen and i said okay. my brother's father was with her and whatever so i just got up to close my door cuz i knew what was gonna happen. not even 5 minutes after closing my door, there goes the yelling and screaming. i don't know why she keeps bringing his ass to our house when she knows all they ever do is fuss and fight. they don't even go together anymore and he's got a girlfriend so why the fuck is she still kissing his ass? she be washing his clothes, making him food, taking him places and all he ever does is totally disrespect her. -smh- i know i'm the child and she's the mother but, if that's the case, then she needs to act like one. anyway, whenever he's over here, she starts getting mad and taking it out on everyone else. so, she starts yelling about my room and how i need to clean it and how it's a damn shame that a grown ass woman can't pick her clothes up off the floor. so, i jumped up and did the bravest thing in the world. i snatched the door open and was like, "yeah and i don't see how a grown ass woman can let some broke ass nigga run around disrespecting her and all she can do is sit back and kiss his ass!" she got mad and we exchanged words or whatever and she called herself trying to tell on me by calling my grandma but i explained to my grandma what was going on and she agreed with me and told me that maybe i should leave the house and go finish my paper and just come back when it's done.
i finally got the paper done around 10:30 p.m. and i was getting ready to print it out and the fucking printer wouldn't even work! i unplugged it and plugged it back up again, i un-installed the drivers and re-installed them and nothing would work. i tried calling tech. support but there was no one answering the phones so i just broke down.
that was the first time in a long time that i really just cried. like big huge alligator tears. tony called me in the middle of me crying and he asked me what was wrong and i told him about the paper and how i was gonna get automatic 10 points off this essay if i didn't turn it in on time. and he was listening. then all of a sudden he was like, lemm call you back. i got a little pissed cuz i really needed someone to talk to and he was acting like he didn't even care. then, 15 minutes later, i see why he did that. he showed up at my house with a brand new pack of floppy disks in hand. he gave them to me and said he didn't have a printer i could print on but he bought me some disks from rite aid that i could use to save the paper on that way i can print it from school. i pretty much tackled his ass cuz i was so happy and i started crying cuz that was so sweet of him to do that. we talked for a while then he said he needed to go cuz it was late and he knows i have to get up early and he told me he would call me.
like 10 minutes after tony left, daniel called me and we talked for a little bit. i didn't tell him what was wrong though because he had enough problems on his plate without having to hear about mine too. he said he would call me in the morning to make sure i was up for class and that he would see me tomorrow cuz he really missed me <3.
then to top it off, i went in the kitchen to eat my cheeseburger and it was gone. apparently my mother allowed someone else to eat it but, it's all good. no sweat of my back ya heard me? lil mama is a grown ass woman and can take care of herself. fuck that petty shit.
and now, here i am at school. i've got my paper printed out just in time and i won't fail after all. hell, i probably wouldn't have failed anyway but the idea of an automatic 10 points off made my stomach churn :[. i know, i'm a dork.
i'm sure there's other things to update about but i've got to head to class now. i'll get at you cats later.
two fingers.
first of all, i had been working on my essay all day yesterday but i kept getting interrupted and everytime i had to stop, i had to take a minute to get my train of thought back. it always seemed like i would get the best ideas coming to me then the phone would ring or someone would be knocking on my door. normally this wouldn't piss me off but, the majority of my calls were cominmg from my mother. she was constantly calling to check on stupid shit that she could have just waited until she got home to check on. she would call and ask me did anyone call her, did anything come through on the fax machine, was i gonna leave nad go anywhere anytime soon, what i was doing, if i was okay. at one point, i stopped answering the phone and she called twice and i just let it ring. then she started getting real ignorant and calling back to back letting the phone ring off the hook so i picked it up and was like, "what?!" and she was like, "why you ain't answering the phone? if you're at home, you need to be answering the phone just in case someone calls for me." okay? this was bullshit because we have voicemail but whatever, i wasn't trying to start no shit so i just said okay and told her to please stop calling because i'm trying to write my essay that's due tomorrow. she said something real smart and i just hung up the phone. i guess she felt bad because she called back like 20 minutes later and asked me if iwas hungry and if i wanted something from AKK's (a really good family owned restaurant in town) and said bring me back a burger.
when my mom got home, she came in to tell me my burger was in the kitchen and i said okay. my brother's father was with her and whatever so i just got up to close my door cuz i knew what was gonna happen. not even 5 minutes after closing my door, there goes the yelling and screaming. i don't know why she keeps bringing his ass to our house when she knows all they ever do is fuss and fight. they don't even go together anymore and he's got a girlfriend so why the fuck is she still kissing his ass? she be washing his clothes, making him food, taking him places and all he ever does is totally disrespect her. -smh- i know i'm the child and she's the mother but, if that's the case, then she needs to act like one. anyway, whenever he's over here, she starts getting mad and taking it out on everyone else. so, she starts yelling about my room and how i need to clean it and how it's a damn shame that a grown ass woman can't pick her clothes up off the floor. so, i jumped up and did the bravest thing in the world. i snatched the door open and was like, "yeah and i don't see how a grown ass woman can let some broke ass nigga run around disrespecting her and all she can do is sit back and kiss his ass!" she got mad and we exchanged words or whatever and she called herself trying to tell on me by calling my grandma but i explained to my grandma what was going on and she agreed with me and told me that maybe i should leave the house and go finish my paper and just come back when it's done.
i finally got the paper done around 10:30 p.m. and i was getting ready to print it out and the fucking printer wouldn't even work! i unplugged it and plugged it back up again, i un-installed the drivers and re-installed them and nothing would work. i tried calling tech. support but there was no one answering the phones so i just broke down.
that was the first time in a long time that i really just cried. like big huge alligator tears. tony called me in the middle of me crying and he asked me what was wrong and i told him about the paper and how i was gonna get automatic 10 points off this essay if i didn't turn it in on time. and he was listening. then all of a sudden he was like, lemm call you back. i got a little pissed cuz i really needed someone to talk to and he was acting like he didn't even care. then, 15 minutes later, i see why he did that. he showed up at my house with a brand new pack of floppy disks in hand. he gave them to me and said he didn't have a printer i could print on but he bought me some disks from rite aid that i could use to save the paper on that way i can print it from school. i pretty much tackled his ass cuz i was so happy and i started crying cuz that was so sweet of him to do that. we talked for a while then he said he needed to go cuz it was late and he knows i have to get up early and he told me he would call me.
like 10 minutes after tony left, daniel called me and we talked for a little bit. i didn't tell him what was wrong though because he had enough problems on his plate without having to hear about mine too. he said he would call me in the morning to make sure i was up for class and that he would see me tomorrow cuz he really missed me <3.
then to top it off, i went in the kitchen to eat my cheeseburger and it was gone. apparently my mother allowed someone else to eat it but, it's all good. no sweat of my back ya heard me? lil mama is a grown ass woman and can take care of herself. fuck that petty shit.
and now, here i am at school. i've got my paper printed out just in time and i won't fail after all. hell, i probably wouldn't have failed anyway but the idea of an automatic 10 points off made my stomach churn :[. i know, i'm a dork.
i'm sure there's other things to update about but i've got to head to class now. i'll get at you cats later.
two fingers.