Hopeless
Right now I can feel my heart beat with sadness. I am spiraling into a hopeless nothing that I can't get away from. I can't smile and I feel no joy. I want to say thank you for making me feel this way. It makes me sick that you have the power over me to do this. You are a pathetic person and should not hold my feelings or heart in your hand. I want to crush you like you crushed me. You gave two good things in this world and that is all you are. The rest of you can go and never look back. Get out of my life and fuck you.