Bittersweet
Although everyone knows how eager I am to graduate and leave E-Town, I realized the other night one thing that sucks about graduation: I won't get to be with Steve as often. That really took me down a notch.
I'm so excited to leave here: I have a job, I have an apartment, I have met some wonderful people I will definitely keep in touch with and will make conscious attempts to visit or have them visit. These thoughts have kept me going through these last few months of college, but when I realized I won't get a chance to really share these things with Steve, I felt like I was run over by a truck.
Yes, we'll have weekends that we'll get to spend together, and we'll definitely make it work somehow; he actually said the other night that we're strong enough to, and that made me feel so amazing to hear that. I guess there was that little part of me that wished he would move in with me. But of course, it is now the beginning of finals week, and that is unfortunately looking very bleak, at least for now. I know it will eventually happen, and I can't have absolutely everything I want at once haha, but I just love being with him, and it's not going to be easy, but like he said we'll work through it.
On a brighter note, Steve went home with me this weekend. We had a wonderful time driving around Hazleton and to the mall in Wilkes-Barre (who woulda thought that could be interesting?). It was great to spend time with him at home and with my family. It was a great way to recharge before my last week at E-Town.
On an even brighter note: The Bears are leading the Penguins in the playoffs bitches!!!!! I am so stoked. The Bears are up 2-0 in the series, and Steve, his roommate and I are going to game 3 in Hershey tonight. If they win this one, I'm definitely getting tickets to game 4 on Tuesday. I would so love to see the Bears demolish the Penguins.
I'm so excited to leave here: I have a job, I have an apartment, I have met some wonderful people I will definitely keep in touch with and will make conscious attempts to visit or have them visit. These thoughts have kept me going through these last few months of college, but when I realized I won't get a chance to really share these things with Steve, I felt like I was run over by a truck.
Yes, we'll have weekends that we'll get to spend together, and we'll definitely make it work somehow; he actually said the other night that we're strong enough to, and that made me feel so amazing to hear that. I guess there was that little part of me that wished he would move in with me. But of course, it is now the beginning of finals week, and that is unfortunately looking very bleak, at least for now. I know it will eventually happen, and I can't have absolutely everything I want at once haha, but I just love being with him, and it's not going to be easy, but like he said we'll work through it.
On a brighter note, Steve went home with me this weekend. We had a wonderful time driving around Hazleton and to the mall in Wilkes-Barre (who woulda thought that could be interesting?). It was great to spend time with him at home and with my family. It was a great way to recharge before my last week at E-Town.
On an even brighter note: The Bears are leading the Penguins in the playoffs bitches!!!!! I am so stoked. The Bears are up 2-0 in the series, and Steve, his roommate and I are going to game 3 in Hershey tonight. If they win this one, I'm definitely getting tickets to game 4 on Tuesday. I would so love to see the Bears demolish the Penguins.