"Tell me you love me, and get it over with"

Oct 13, 2005 20:19

Well, my senior year is flying by, just like I predicted it would. I'm already starting to fill out college applications and going to college visits. Everything is just happening way too fast. Before I know it i'll be opening my acceptance letters from colleges and choosing the one that I want to spend the next four years at. Then i'll be packing my things up to head off to college and saying my good byes to everyone. I'm excited about beginning college. The closer it comes, the more excited I get. I mean, i'm going to miss everyone so much but college is going to bring about so many new experiences and challenges, and i'm ready for it all.

Hmmm..boys, what a tricky topic. There are some that I find extremely attractive in our school, but i'm not sure if i'd go as far as to say that I like any of them. I mean, there is someone who gives me butterflies in my stomach, but nothing will ever happen, and i'm fine with that. I'll just stand back and admire the view and maybe they will notice me.

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now, to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken, another time
You come on like a blood staind hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss, will I run

You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on, with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing, another time
You'll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss, will I run
Into the abyss, will I run

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now, to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken, another time
You come on like a blood staind hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss, will I run
Into the abyss, will I run

I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go

<3 Nikki Marie
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