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another entry in less than 24 hours. im just that crazy.
decade day sucked. i just didnt even get into it. and as we all know, mock rock was cancelled. whatever. homecoming is killed this year. end of story.
i think i did ok on my math test today. maybe the most confidence i've had in myself for school work or even myself in a long time. lets just hope i dont fail it instead.
this whole month has been disappointing for me. its just not the same anymore. i dont no what im comparing things to but they just dont feel right. if you can even understand. im losing touch with the people im closest to. thats scary yet sad at the same time. i never act myself anymore, as if im dying for desperate need for attention in which i dont recieve it. usually i just go with the flow but lately i need to plan things out and think ahead on what i have to say to please everyone which i obviously never do. i miss people. a lot. but im just too tired to try anymore. i try and try and somehow i always make things worse. i guess i need to accept it.
in other news, i got toilet papered last night. but its fine 'cause A, it wasnt that bad considering the one tree that was done, and B i love the people that did it anyways. apparently i have giant redwoods in my front lawn. :)
today i laughed the most i have in a very long time with angie driving around to dicks and target. i was so happy doing absolutely nothing important, just screaming, singing, and dancing in the car. its amazing how much being with a good friend can make your day so much better. if only i had more of those moments often.
decade day sucked. i just didnt even get into it. and as we all know, mock rock was cancelled. whatever. homecoming is killed this year. end of story.
i think i did ok on my math test today. maybe the most confidence i've had in myself for school work or even myself in a long time. lets just hope i dont fail it instead.
this whole month has been disappointing for me. its just not the same anymore. i dont no what im comparing things to but they just dont feel right. if you can even understand. im losing touch with the people im closest to. thats scary yet sad at the same time. i never act myself anymore, as if im dying for desperate need for attention in which i dont recieve it. usually i just go with the flow but lately i need to plan things out and think ahead on what i have to say to please everyone which i obviously never do. i miss people. a lot. but im just too tired to try anymore. i try and try and somehow i always make things worse. i guess i need to accept it.
in other news, i got toilet papered last night. but its fine 'cause A, it wasnt that bad considering the one tree that was done, and B i love the people that did it anyways. apparently i have giant redwoods in my front lawn. :)
today i laughed the most i have in a very long time with angie driving around to dicks and target. i was so happy doing absolutely nothing important, just screaming, singing, and dancing in the car. its amazing how much being with a good friend can make your day so much better. if only i had more of those moments often.