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im slacking on the updates lately. god.
well schools fine i suppose...i've been keeping up i think, i haven't done too bad on any papers or tests so far. except pyschology is boring me to death. i think aoc feels the same. hopefully it gets more interesting soon because im sick of taking notes. and her first test which was supposed to be "really easy" was a bitch.
i've been sick this past week. that sucks.
thursday night i went to tgi fridays with a lovely group of people and then we went to a.cops for a little bit. friday i was sick still. i made jack go with me to verizon to bitch about my static filled phone and they practically told me to deal with it for the next month. woo verizon. soo i spent 20 minutes with jack in the last week and a half. ouch. then i went to nats to see everyone and how the float was coming along. i didn't do much..sorry guys but i had fun. then i babysat all night which was boring but i got some homework done. today i sat at heritage all day and watched the nouvel invitational with all the girls. it was a nice day.
tonight the boys were having a guys night so we decided to have a girls night at caras. i showed up a tad late at 10 but oh well. steph j was made into a babe. it was straight out laguna how we were all sitting in the kitchen and stuff. it was amazing. then we went all piled up in cars and stalked the boys at jamies. this is where it got to a 10 on the laguna scale. we snuck in the backyard and stuff and then banged on the basement windows and then kicked one in by accident and scattered. went for round 2 which was unsuccsessful. we all went back to caras which just ended in drama for god knows why. took steph j home and i pulled up and saw glass by her car and when i went and looked her whole driver side window was busted. glass everywhere. i felt bad. saginaw bastards..
im sick of being the "girl that hates everything" because apparently thats what some people see me as now? i was notified a certain someone said "i think i made some girl want to commit suicide today" in reference to me..yeah that doesnt always make you feel good about yourself even if that statement was just crazy. its not like i want to be in a bad mood all the time. its hard to be cheerful when im like invisable to my close friends anymore. i know i will be told im overracting again, because thats what i get everytime. but i wouldnt wish this feeling on anyone. its shitty. i just think that lately my entries all end the same way. which is quite sad..A because i feel the same way over and over again and B because maybe im just that pathetic to bitch some more.
no longer am i asking people to do stuff. its useless. and i no longer get calls to do stuff so i guess im pretty much screwed for awhile. im over it. im sick of asking people to do stuff when everytime they are sooo busy or hanging out with people and god knows that it wouldnt be humanly possible to be asked to join them too.
this was just way to long. homecoming week is upon us. i dont even want to go. no date again. surprise surpise.
well schools fine i suppose...i've been keeping up i think, i haven't done too bad on any papers or tests so far. except pyschology is boring me to death. i think aoc feels the same. hopefully it gets more interesting soon because im sick of taking notes. and her first test which was supposed to be "really easy" was a bitch.
i've been sick this past week. that sucks.
thursday night i went to tgi fridays with a lovely group of people and then we went to a.cops for a little bit. friday i was sick still. i made jack go with me to verizon to bitch about my static filled phone and they practically told me to deal with it for the next month. woo verizon. soo i spent 20 minutes with jack in the last week and a half. ouch. then i went to nats to see everyone and how the float was coming along. i didn't do much..sorry guys but i had fun. then i babysat all night which was boring but i got some homework done. today i sat at heritage all day and watched the nouvel invitational with all the girls. it was a nice day.
tonight the boys were having a guys night so we decided to have a girls night at caras. i showed up a tad late at 10 but oh well. steph j was made into a babe. it was straight out laguna how we were all sitting in the kitchen and stuff. it was amazing. then we went all piled up in cars and stalked the boys at jamies. this is where it got to a 10 on the laguna scale. we snuck in the backyard and stuff and then banged on the basement windows and then kicked one in by accident and scattered. went for round 2 which was unsuccsessful. we all went back to caras which just ended in drama for god knows why. took steph j home and i pulled up and saw glass by her car and when i went and looked her whole driver side window was busted. glass everywhere. i felt bad. saginaw bastards..
im sick of being the "girl that hates everything" because apparently thats what some people see me as now? i was notified a certain someone said "i think i made some girl want to commit suicide today" in reference to me..yeah that doesnt always make you feel good about yourself even if that statement was just crazy. its not like i want to be in a bad mood all the time. its hard to be cheerful when im like invisable to my close friends anymore. i know i will be told im overracting again, because thats what i get everytime. but i wouldnt wish this feeling on anyone. its shitty. i just think that lately my entries all end the same way. which is quite sad..A because i feel the same way over and over again and B because maybe im just that pathetic to bitch some more.
no longer am i asking people to do stuff. its useless. and i no longer get calls to do stuff so i guess im pretty much screwed for awhile. im over it. im sick of asking people to do stuff when everytime they are sooo busy or hanging out with people and god knows that it wouldnt be humanly possible to be asked to join them too.
this was just way to long. homecoming week is upon us. i dont even want to go. no date again. surprise surpise.