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wow i havent updated in a long time.
summers gone.
it ended well because jack mike and i went to chelsea michigan to stay at briannas new house for the night before she went to grand valley. it was fun. we went to ann arbor. good times.
school.
the classes are alright i guess. im just not used to it. im sure in 3 weeks everything will feel normal. im in a few classes with linds this year so thats good. freshmen and sophomore year me and megan were like in every class together. now its only 2 so we cant carry out the tradition. i dont have any classes with steph ang or lauren. that sucks major. jack and i chill well in theater too. my lunch table is pretty sweet. kellie alex linds and i. occasionaly jan. today we talked about do-rags. cari bid steph and viv sit at the table next to us so thats tight cuz i randomly turn around and say random things to those girls too. jack is in my lunch as well and lauren and angie and just too many good people. i see mike like after every hour in the hall so thats pretty tight. god mike. find a new route.
last friday was the first football game. then to stephs bonfire. that was fun. i guess im a FUCKING BITCH. good job. i've been labled a bitch since i was able to tie my shoe so you're a little late on that one.
tennis.
yeah sweet jave. its been pretty pop. im playing with cara this year. we are actually doing pretty well together thank god. 3 dubs what?! mrs samuels is just great. i think shes on a cloud 24/7 and i LOVE it. shes so tight. i miss the last year juniors/senior back of the bus. angie cari viv bid brianna. that was fun.
friends.
its really good to see people that i havent seen throughout the summer all day again now. i hope i hang out with a variety of people this year. i think its more fun that way. the other night i hung out with jaime tommy jack and brian. i would have never talked to jaime before mikes get togethers so thats good 'cause jaime is pretty tight. i also have come to the conclusion that friendships are gained and lost. and i need to get over it. one loss is another gain. hopefully i become more carefree this year. im trying this new thing where i wont get mad over small things. WOAH. i know. i don't know if i can ever accomplish that goal. but i'll try.
so hey, if im a bitch. so be it. dont talk to me anymore, and i wont talk to you. if im annoying. then sorry for annoying you. we can talk about each other, call each other names, whisper, whatever..but whats that gonna accomplish. nothing. we all change. everyone does. including me for sure. maybe i've changed more than anyone. who knows.
i just need to stop taking my friends for granted. i found out who are truely my good friends and i hope it stays like that for awhile. its nice to call them up at anytime and just talk, complain, and not get responses as if im wasting their time. thats a pretty shitty feeling after awhile obviously. its nice to have friends who act themselves 24/7. its amazing how much people can change when placed in a certain situation or in front of certain people. i like my friends for who they are..not for who they want to be.
so to you lovely group of people...thanks for talking, listening, and sitting on those boring days just doing absolutely nothing with me because you want to..not because you feel obligated.
summers gone.
it ended well because jack mike and i went to chelsea michigan to stay at briannas new house for the night before she went to grand valley. it was fun. we went to ann arbor. good times.
school.
the classes are alright i guess. im just not used to it. im sure in 3 weeks everything will feel normal. im in a few classes with linds this year so thats good. freshmen and sophomore year me and megan were like in every class together. now its only 2 so we cant carry out the tradition. i dont have any classes with steph ang or lauren. that sucks major. jack and i chill well in theater too. my lunch table is pretty sweet. kellie alex linds and i. occasionaly jan. today we talked about do-rags. cari bid steph and viv sit at the table next to us so thats tight cuz i randomly turn around and say random things to those girls too. jack is in my lunch as well and lauren and angie and just too many good people. i see mike like after every hour in the hall so thats pretty tight. god mike. find a new route.
last friday was the first football game. then to stephs bonfire. that was fun. i guess im a FUCKING BITCH. good job. i've been labled a bitch since i was able to tie my shoe so you're a little late on that one.
tennis.
yeah sweet jave. its been pretty pop. im playing with cara this year. we are actually doing pretty well together thank god. 3 dubs what?! mrs samuels is just great. i think shes on a cloud 24/7 and i LOVE it. shes so tight. i miss the last year juniors/senior back of the bus. angie cari viv bid brianna. that was fun.
friends.
its really good to see people that i havent seen throughout the summer all day again now. i hope i hang out with a variety of people this year. i think its more fun that way. the other night i hung out with jaime tommy jack and brian. i would have never talked to jaime before mikes get togethers so thats good 'cause jaime is pretty tight. i also have come to the conclusion that friendships are gained and lost. and i need to get over it. one loss is another gain. hopefully i become more carefree this year. im trying this new thing where i wont get mad over small things. WOAH. i know. i don't know if i can ever accomplish that goal. but i'll try.
so hey, if im a bitch. so be it. dont talk to me anymore, and i wont talk to you. if im annoying. then sorry for annoying you. we can talk about each other, call each other names, whisper, whatever..but whats that gonna accomplish. nothing. we all change. everyone does. including me for sure. maybe i've changed more than anyone. who knows.
i just need to stop taking my friends for granted. i found out who are truely my good friends and i hope it stays like that for awhile. its nice to call them up at anytime and just talk, complain, and not get responses as if im wasting their time. thats a pretty shitty feeling after awhile obviously. its nice to have friends who act themselves 24/7. its amazing how much people can change when placed in a certain situation or in front of certain people. i like my friends for who they are..not for who they want to be.
so to you lovely group of people...thanks for talking, listening, and sitting on those boring days just doing absolutely nothing with me because you want to..not because you feel obligated.