i hate this feeling.

Aug 15, 2005 18:27

hmm its gonna be a long one.

well saturday i hung out with mike and went to target and and meijers picking up a few things for later that night. then we prepared at his house. mike made me his "specialty drink" which actually contained a spoon of sugar. i made signs while he hung the christmas lights in an "edgey way". and by edge i mean shoving them on top of a table. went home. he and lauren picked me up later and then we went to his house where others were waiting. a little mishap sent all of us in a panic tearing things down and placing elks in gym bags and my adidas bag. might i say my bag was a bit cold. things calmed down and we went back and set up again. the night started out fun. everyone dressed up and went along with the theme. i was serving customers all night. it was a busy night thats for sure. things got out of control at the end so i decided to just clean everything up. people wouldnt leave mikes driveway as i continued to yell "just go the fuck home. h-o-m-e. go home ok!?" car ride home was hilarious with mike nick jimmy lauren and jack. got home at 1:40. my dad was up. woops.

sunday i went to good news with alex and jack. we were only like 5 minutes late thanks to alex. cassie did good. i actually enjoyed the play. later me jack and lauren went out to eat. we were gonna go to the chinese place but it wasnt to grand for lauren and her plant eating self. after much discussion in the parking lot we ended up at TGI-fridays which i mentioned an hour earlier. then on to briannas old house where we looked in the windows and even called her. kellys toy was in the backyard still! then we went to taco bell. then to jacks to watch friday the 13th 2. all 3 of us sat very close to each other on the couch. it was pretty funny. tommy and brian came over. we played balderdash in the backyard. tommy was hilarious with his answers. it was a good time. jack took me home. so scared he made me check the backseat for "killers."

today i did nothing. i was supposed to volunteer at the VA but i failed to do so. i feel really bad. Maki, a girl that went to the same school as me in Okinawa is an exchange student for a year here and is placed in bridgeport with a temporary family until they can find a new one for her. so if you want an exchange student heres your chance. poor maki. it must make her feel so unwanted. she will be going to birch run if they find a family in that area. today i called the lady she was staying with to perhaps hang out with her even though her english isnt the best. shes been sitting home all day for a week because the ladies children are all like 30 and out of the house. i feel so bad because i hated when i would sit at home and do nothing for days in okinawa and im sure she feels the same way i did. i guess everyone already has plans tonight so i called her back and said maybe tomorrow. ugh i feel shitty doing that.

i hate feeling like such an inconvenience to everyone.
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