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I love waking up to sunlight streaming though my window... to eating breakfast on the porch listening to the birds and the water and the bugs, watching the dragonflies dance over the water... I really missed the noisy bugs. I thing that is one of my favorite parts of being here in the midwest. It is so quiet at night where I live. If you are lucky you can hear a cricket or two... maybe a frog. Here it's like a symphony of sound. Beautiful.
And the peace gives me time to think. This vacation was well-timed. Or perhaps I should say my visit with Marji was well-timed. I think I would have found it more difficult to process things if I was at home and working.
She said at the beginning that she was actually surprised to see me, and surprised that I hadn't seen anyone before now... that my energies felt as though I already knew what was going on. Definately not a young soul.
They said that in my last life I witnessed something at a very young age that made me shut down out of fear. A loved one died. I never spoke out, for I had the same abilities that she did, and if I had spoken, I would have been killed as well. Think Salem Witch trials. This wasn't a bad thing though. My Guardians called me a chicken. heheheh. But not condicendingly. I lived, and that was the point.
Now, in this life, I am back on the verge of reawakening... And strangely enough, what
access_nikita has been talking about... about seeing beyond illusion and obtaining abundance... that is my current lesson, if you want to call it that.
There is more... lots more. She recorded everything that was said and done and gave me the tape.
Some of this might seem a bit hokey to some, and certainly my own mind is constantly giving me the "yeah, right. Whatever" But some of what she did and said... *shrugs* I'll take out of it what I can. There were lots of coincidences, and you know what they say. Once is an accident, twice is a coincidence, but three times...
And the peace gives me time to think. This vacation was well-timed. Or perhaps I should say my visit with Marji was well-timed. I think I would have found it more difficult to process things if I was at home and working.
She said at the beginning that she was actually surprised to see me, and surprised that I hadn't seen anyone before now... that my energies felt as though I already knew what was going on. Definately not a young soul.
They said that in my last life I witnessed something at a very young age that made me shut down out of fear. A loved one died. I never spoke out, for I had the same abilities that she did, and if I had spoken, I would have been killed as well. Think Salem Witch trials. This wasn't a bad thing though. My Guardians called me a chicken. heheheh. But not condicendingly. I lived, and that was the point.
Now, in this life, I am back on the verge of reawakening... And strangely enough, what
access_nikita has been talking about... about seeing beyond illusion and obtaining abundance... that is my current lesson, if you want to call it that.
There is more... lots more. She recorded everything that was said and done and gave me the tape.
Some of this might seem a bit hokey to some, and certainly my own mind is constantly giving me the "yeah, right. Whatever" But some of what she did and said... *shrugs* I'll take out of it what I can. There were lots of coincidences, and you know what they say. Once is an accident, twice is a coincidence, but three times...