Dec 23, 2005 22:46
just sitting at kayses house bored shes in the shower....
im sooo happy x-mas is in 2 days!!!!
im mostly happy but theres a part thats still hurting because im not going to see my dad on xmas and usually i stay xmas eve at his house...
last time i stayed i cant even remember so this year i dont get to stay or even see him...
:(
i dont know if he even knows we're hurt by that.
hes trying to get out of my life i think.....................