Nervous
So today we are going to sign the lease and get the keys to the house. And I'm very excited about this, but also a bit nervous. This is a major deal to me, moving in with someone and committing to that for at least a year...a little scary. And as always I'm nervous about money, that we will have enough to afford all the bills and such beyond the rent. John says I shouldn't worry so much about money, but he admited last night that he had been thinking about it as well. I just need to find a different job where I can make more money and then in the spring really look hard to find a serving job, the money from that would be great!!
It isn't John that I'm nervous about, it's me and my ability to commit to something and follow through with it...I know I can do it I am capable of it...I just have to have faith in myself.
It isn't John that I'm nervous about, it's me and my ability to commit to something and follow through with it...I know I can do it I am capable of it...I just have to have faith in myself.