Dec 22, 2004 15:29
Today has been a what the fuck day... everything seems to be so weird and i dont know why??? i dont know what to think about certain people anymore.. i am not sure who to believe and whats real or not real? that probably doesnt make any sense but it does to me! :) I am the most confused person right now.. someone told me something about them selves which i thought was the truth but hey i thought wrong... so u know that can hurt a person... it doesnt quite hurt it sort of makes me feel lost and confused... so on to other things... i miss luly she has gone to north carolina and has left me for christmas... :( well it doesnt matter i hope she is having a greta time and i hope she gets to see snow! well we miss u and love you luly! have a great christmas!!!! I want to give a huge shot out to Jessie! she is the shit! she is always there to listen and u know to have fun with! wtf!?!?!?!? Let me give a big Birthday shpt out to ryan! Happy 18th birthday! i hope u have fun and go buy/ do what 18 yr olds are supposed to! Well this is all i have to say for the moment i hope you have fun and kick ass! ooo and thanks to mel for trying to help me with this live journal thing.. im so f- ing stupid!!! :)