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Wedding/con update is impending, I just needed to take a minute to vent.
This weather. Is. KILLING me.
This year has been the shittiest I can remember in terms of weather. The summer was cold and overcast and it's been doing nothing but raining for the past two weeks and I think it's kicking my seasonal affected disorder into gear early and I HATE IT. Wasn't one of my resolutions this year to be a happier person? Weren't things supposed to get better? Now it's October, and instead of going out and enjoying myself, the weather is making it so that I don't want to leave my house. REALLY don't want to go to work, need to find a new job, but so damn uninspired, all I want to do is sleep. Right now, it's so windy that my house is loud and I'm the only one here. The grapes are in season and I can't even smell them when I walk outside the door, which is one of those small pleasures I get from living in Pennsylvania's buttcrack. And apparently, the prediction for a mild winter has changed to a prediction for another BAD one and I just don't know how I'll handle another season where we get over 100 inches of snow in a month.
I need to kick my ass into gear and make some changes. Find a job that is closer to home so I don't freaking lose it in the next coming months and occupy myself. And I splurged and bought the Kingdom Hearts DS game this week. Think I'll boot it up and hope it captures my interest after I shower and eat. And take my medicine, because my acid reflux is giving me issues. Again.
I'm sure I'll perk myself up today. I just cannot TAKE all this gloom, it's annoying as heck. Someone call the Color Kids, for crying out loud!
Update: Day got better! Passed the HELL out for a good two hours (guess I needed more sleep...) and my bros are home. Had a good time having a nice family dinner and hanging out with them a bit. Plus, IT'S STOPPED RAINING AND BLOWING. The night sky looks quite pretty actually! And I'm enjoying the Kingdom Hearts DS game! Glad things turned around!
This weather. Is. KILLING me.
This year has been the shittiest I can remember in terms of weather. The summer was cold and overcast and it's been doing nothing but raining for the past two weeks and I think it's kicking my seasonal affected disorder into gear early and I HATE IT. Wasn't one of my resolutions this year to be a happier person? Weren't things supposed to get better? Now it's October, and instead of going out and enjoying myself, the weather is making it so that I don't want to leave my house. REALLY don't want to go to work, need to find a new job, but so damn uninspired, all I want to do is sleep. Right now, it's so windy that my house is loud and I'm the only one here. The grapes are in season and I can't even smell them when I walk outside the door, which is one of those small pleasures I get from living in Pennsylvania's buttcrack. And apparently, the prediction for a mild winter has changed to a prediction for another BAD one and I just don't know how I'll handle another season where we get over 100 inches of snow in a month.
I need to kick my ass into gear and make some changes. Find a job that is closer to home so I don't freaking lose it in the next coming months and occupy myself. And I splurged and bought the Kingdom Hearts DS game this week. Think I'll boot it up and hope it captures my interest after I shower and eat. And take my medicine, because my acid reflux is giving me issues. Again.
I'm sure I'll perk myself up today. I just cannot TAKE all this gloom, it's annoying as heck. Someone call the Color Kids, for crying out loud!
Update: Day got better! Passed the HELL out for a good two hours (guess I needed more sleep...) and my bros are home. Had a good time having a nice family dinner and hanging out with them a bit. Plus, IT'S STOPPED RAINING AND BLOWING. The night sky looks quite pretty actually! And I'm enjoying the Kingdom Hearts DS game! Glad things turned around!