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I am so drained...both physically and emotionally. I am looking forward to Winter break and that whole month off. A month where I can sleep in and not have to worry about when I am going to practice, when I am going to get the constant essays done and the other neverending thoughts. I love my major but I can't believe how fast they just throw you into everything. 2 theory classes, 2 seperate rehearsals for string quartet, symphony, private lessons, violin studio, english, german plus work every friday and the music dept colloquium every wednesday. So thats 20 hours of class, 5 hours of work and the 1 hour colloquium a week. Thats not even including my own practice time and homework. I haven't had a good nights sleep in the longest time. I miss everyone so much and I really just need a break from this all right now. Every semester you get more and more into it and it takes more and more time. There are seniors who are there pretty much 24/7. Seniors that still have another 2 years here. Like I said before I love this major b/c of what I will be able to do but this is soo much stress.