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Hey guys!! I know that I've started slacking again on this updating stuff, and I'm sorry!!! But I ended up not getting my wisdom teeth cut out, I was sitting in the chair and I started getting sick and running a temperature and stuff so the doctor said he wanted to wait....So now I have to go back on the 15th, which is just like next week...But I don't know....not to worried about it really...But I got to be in the pageant and I won...which was really kewl...a great birthday present....Then some of my girls threw me a big birthday party which was just AWESOME!!! I love'em to death!! Definetely the best birthday I've ever had!! They fixed me breakfast and everything!!"*SAGEN and TASHA-I love two to death!!! thanks so much for everything you all have been there for!! I dont know what Id ever do without you all!!! and all the other girls that were there, thanks for the party! it was awesome!!! :-) But I've not really experienced anything special about being 18 yet....I think a bunch of us girls may go clubbin' one night so that'll prob be the only plus that I know of....I don't smoke or use any kind of tobacco and I don't feel the need to go rent a porno lol....So I don't know, not that big of a deal I guess...
I just got back from my senior trip last night.....Washington sucks REAL bad but getting to spend all that time with my friends was great...It was really something good to do before you graduate....But Washington has by far the rudest people I have ever met in my life....Everywhere we went we were either in the way or not walking fast enough or something and someone was always there to tell us we weren't doing something right....That really started getting to all of us by like the second day and we were ready to come home....We went to the Capital, The Holocaust Museum, Smithsonian, Lincoln Memorial, Reflection Pool (which was the greatest part), The Archives, Monticello, and D-Day Memorial....and of course the biggest mall I have ever seen before in my life....But I didn't buy myself anything....I just refused to pay 30-40 dollars for a little t-shirt....I know Im a tight wad but geez!! I got my sister some perfume and I got myself a 5 dollar pair of glasses off the street haha....The reflection pool was just real nice though...We all went out in it and took like 100 pictures...We were told not to get in the water because it was nasty but our feet were hurtin to bad and it was so hot so off me and Britt go and we were the first ones in the water...after a while everyone started coming down there and except for like 4 people, the whole senior class was in there...Of course we got in trouble for that too but it was worth it...But over all it was a good experience....I was just really glad all of us got so close....
Now its bout prom time....I still haven't went and got my prom dress yet....Josh just now got his tux so I guess its ok...We're not gonna match at all, but hey, its ok!!! I don't care at all, as long as we have a good time I wouldn't care if he went in his boxers and a top hat! lol We have no clue where we're gonna eat or what we're gonna do after that....So prepared! lol...
But I just heard this song the other day, its old as the hills but its great....Made me start thinkin and cry :-(
Just thought Id share it with you all! COMMENT!
--nik
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is a-tumblin' down
I can say it clearly but you're no where around
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words just couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
The nights are so lonely
The days are so sad
I just keep thinking
About the love that we had
Nobody knows it but me
I just got back from my senior trip last night.....Washington sucks REAL bad but getting to spend all that time with my friends was great...It was really something good to do before you graduate....But Washington has by far the rudest people I have ever met in my life....Everywhere we went we were either in the way or not walking fast enough or something and someone was always there to tell us we weren't doing something right....That really started getting to all of us by like the second day and we were ready to come home....We went to the Capital, The Holocaust Museum, Smithsonian, Lincoln Memorial, Reflection Pool (which was the greatest part), The Archives, Monticello, and D-Day Memorial....and of course the biggest mall I have ever seen before in my life....But I didn't buy myself anything....I just refused to pay 30-40 dollars for a little t-shirt....I know Im a tight wad but geez!! I got my sister some perfume and I got myself a 5 dollar pair of glasses off the street haha....The reflection pool was just real nice though...We all went out in it and took like 100 pictures...We were told not to get in the water because it was nasty but our feet were hurtin to bad and it was so hot so off me and Britt go and we were the first ones in the water...after a while everyone started coming down there and except for like 4 people, the whole senior class was in there...Of course we got in trouble for that too but it was worth it...But over all it was a good experience....I was just really glad all of us got so close....
Now its bout prom time....I still haven't went and got my prom dress yet....Josh just now got his tux so I guess its ok...We're not gonna match at all, but hey, its ok!!! I don't care at all, as long as we have a good time I wouldn't care if he went in his boxers and a top hat! lol We have no clue where we're gonna eat or what we're gonna do after that....So prepared! lol...
But I just heard this song the other day, its old as the hills but its great....Made me start thinkin and cry :-(
Just thought Id share it with you all! COMMENT!
--nik
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is a-tumblin' down
I can say it clearly but you're no where around
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get you could ask my heart
Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words just couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
The nights are so lonely
The days are so sad
I just keep thinking
About the love that we had
Nobody knows it but me