*Life's not a garden, so quit bein' a ho*...haha
*Well, things have been so up-and-down for me here lately...One minute, everything is great and I couldn't be happier, and then within no time, it all changes...I get brought down so hard and so fast that I don't know what to do... I usually end up gettin' angry and runnin' my mouth, which causes more problems then what I started out with...Then everything just begins to hurt and I get depressed... I won't talk to anyone about it for whatever reason, So therefore I hold everything in and it just builds up and eats at me...But eventually I just do my best to move on and I realize that no matter how sad, hurt, or mad that I get, *LIFE DOES GO ON* and there's no point in me wasting my time or emotions on things or people that wouldn't do the same for me...I've also came to the realization that some people were just born stupid and theres no help for them... It's sad, but very true...Like people who make up lies about you...I mean really, don't they have anything better to do with their time?? Or so called "friends" that are there for you one minute and then gone the next...But things change along with people...You just gotta accept that fact and keep on truckin'...Like I said before, Life goes on wether you want it to or not...You can't just put everything on hold and tell everyone to stop and listen to you bitch...Whatever your upset about probably won't even matter in a few days/weeks anyways...This may be a bad example but I think Joe Dirt said it pretty good when he said "You just gotta keep on, keepin' on.."
and I think I'll end my complaining with that...
*So, besides all that drama, there are some good things in my life...Things with ^Brad^ are probably the best they have ever been...We went through a few rough arguments but they've only made us stronger...He's bein' so sweet and I never have to question his feelings for me...It's just a great feeling!! I'm so glad that everything has worked out the way it has and I'm very lucky to have him...;-)
Volleyball is also goin' pretty good...We almost beat Gate City the other day...and for all you anti-volleyball people, Gate City is awesome! I'm pretty sure they've never lost a LPD game...But we took them to 5 games...We played prob the best we've ever played...But then the next game our setter was gone and we had a new rotation and we played the worst we've ever played...But it happens, you win some and you lose some...But this is probably the only year I've really enjoyed volleyball and I really want to do good...It's kinda strange, I never thought I'd actually enjoy playing volleyball....
*But I really don't know what else to write about...There's more bad news...I've been pretty sick here lately and they think I may have diabetes....I have to go Friday and have a Glucose Tolerance test done...Which is where I drink something sweet and they take my blood every 30 minutes for 5 hours...Wooo, don't that sound like fun...I just hope everything goes good because I need a break from drama and bad news for awhile...
---oo and if anyone can help me with some icons on here, lemme know!
-I
--LOVE
---BRAD!!!
and I think I'll end my complaining with that...
*So, besides all that drama, there are some good things in my life...Things with ^Brad^ are probably the best they have ever been...We went through a few rough arguments but they've only made us stronger...He's bein' so sweet and I never have to question his feelings for me...It's just a great feeling!! I'm so glad that everything has worked out the way it has and I'm very lucky to have him...;-)
Volleyball is also goin' pretty good...We almost beat Gate City the other day...and for all you anti-volleyball people, Gate City is awesome! I'm pretty sure they've never lost a LPD game...But we took them to 5 games...We played prob the best we've ever played...But then the next game our setter was gone and we had a new rotation and we played the worst we've ever played...But it happens, you win some and you lose some...But this is probably the only year I've really enjoyed volleyball and I really want to do good...It's kinda strange, I never thought I'd actually enjoy playing volleyball....
*But I really don't know what else to write about...There's more bad news...I've been pretty sick here lately and they think I may have diabetes....I have to go Friday and have a Glucose Tolerance test done...Which is where I drink something sweet and they take my blood every 30 minutes for 5 hours...Wooo, don't that sound like fun...I just hope everything goes good because I need a break from drama and bad news for awhile...
---oo and if anyone can help me with some icons on here, lemme know!
-I
--LOVE
---BRAD!!!