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you know what you guys..
i think im having a mid teenage crisis.
(mid teenage crisis- crisis at the age of 17.. i made it up. i dont know if its real)
im starting to become overwhelmed with the idea of what im going to do with the rest of my life.
i mean everyone goes through that.
but im really worried.
and then.. i need a job. like.. seriously.
i mena i dont need money now.. i need to save money though. for school
if i dont get calgrant or financial aid of any sort im going to have to take a year off from school so i can save money.
i dont want to make my mom pay for it.
its my responsibility.
part of me wants and shitty job that comes around. but the other part wants to wait 4 months for when im 18. then i can get a job i want.
and the car thing. well the car thing.. im doing drivers ed right now. online.
drivers ed at the age of 17.
thats shitty.
its like
OH SHIT. SENIOR YEAR. GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER
im saying "shit" a lot.
i mean. im not stressed about school. yet.
but sooner or later having a 0 period will get to me. i think.
i always laughed at people that thought about this stuff. now look at me! AHH! i dont want to be an adult..
but i really do.
i have a feelnig i can do this though. im starting to look at school. getting my drive on. doing good in school. all i have to do is figure out the job situation..
i gots this yo.
i think im having a mid teenage crisis.
(mid teenage crisis- crisis at the age of 17.. i made it up. i dont know if its real)
im starting to become overwhelmed with the idea of what im going to do with the rest of my life.
i mean everyone goes through that.
but im really worried.
and then.. i need a job. like.. seriously.
i mena i dont need money now.. i need to save money though. for school
if i dont get calgrant or financial aid of any sort im going to have to take a year off from school so i can save money.
i dont want to make my mom pay for it.
its my responsibility.
part of me wants and shitty job that comes around. but the other part wants to wait 4 months for when im 18. then i can get a job i want.
and the car thing. well the car thing.. im doing drivers ed right now. online.
drivers ed at the age of 17.
thats shitty.
its like
OH SHIT. SENIOR YEAR. GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER
im saying "shit" a lot.
i mean. im not stressed about school. yet.
but sooner or later having a 0 period will get to me. i think.
i always laughed at people that thought about this stuff. now look at me! AHH! i dont want to be an adult..
but i really do.
i have a feelnig i can do this though. im starting to look at school. getting my drive on. doing good in school. all i have to do is figure out the job situation..
i gots this yo.