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I don't know what it is, but something about seeing a daddy with his baby makes me ache inside. I try to be a mommy and a daddy to Tristen, but sometimes I just wish he had a man in his life. Don't get me wrong, I'm not the desperate woman that searches high and low for a father for her illegitimate child, but it does make me sad.
I don't know if it's the season or looking for kindergarten for Tristen or buying this house or a combination of it all, but I'm starting to want another baby. I guess I don't feel the 'need' a lot of women do for security, love, support. I'm fine. I just miss when Tristen was so tiny and I would rock him to sleep every night. He gets bigger and bigger every day. He's still my son, my little boy, I just can't really explain this ache I feel lately. I really can't.
I don't know if it's the season or looking for kindergarten for Tristen or buying this house or a combination of it all, but I'm starting to want another baby. I guess I don't feel the 'need' a lot of women do for security, love, support. I'm fine. I just miss when Tristen was so tiny and I would rock him to sleep every night. He gets bigger and bigger every day. He's still my son, my little boy, I just can't really explain this ache I feel lately. I really can't.