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Dec 27, 2002 10:49

I'm not one to make rash decisions, anyone can tell you that. I just lose my head sometimes. What could I do? Paula and I have been such good friends, and I know she's going through rough times...

Maybe I better explain.

Christmas was wonderful. Tristen and I spent Christmas Eve with Simon...who spoiled him rotten. He got so many robots and star wars toys (You know that 100 dollar R2D2 Tristen wanted? Yep.) I brought Simon a jade pendant on a black cord necklace (So he can wear it under his shirt) for good health and good humor (Especially with the new season coming up!). I also got him a watch with 'I love you' engraved on the back...it was beautiful. Aside from that, it was just a beautiful night. I brought Tristen to my mom's after it was all over, because she had a scheme cooked up where he would wake up and see Santa Claus in the middle of the night. He was thrilled when he called me the next morning.

Speaking of the next morning, I woke up and Simon was nowhere around. I pulled myself out of bed and put on one of his t-shirts. I went downstairs to find him in his gym beating the hell out of one of his punching bags. I touched his shoulder and he turned around, sweat and perhaps tears running down his face. I asked what was wrong and he said that he just couldn't take any more of Paula's sideways glances, her rubbing his leg, her flipping her hair whenever he glanced in his direction. I really don't blame him.

Anyway, the other day, she leaned over and kissed his cheek, with me standing right there. I slapped her. I didn't punch her, I slapped her. Simon has been through way too much anger and frustration. Needless to say, she punched me back square in the jaw. I tried to run at her, but Simon grabbed my arms and held me back.

I can't do anything but apologize..to Paula, and to Simon.
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