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I don't know what to do with AJ, I feel so helpless. He sits around all day, sings without feeling, and hasn't cracked a smile in two weeks. I don't understand how he can still be so in love with a person who wants nothing more than simon cowell and a good body in bed, AJ is so far above that. Not that I know how he is in bed (Tamyra =p) but he's so sweet and caring and it breaks my heart to see him this way. Not that I blame Paula. It's hard to be angry at a friend, but she used AJ. She did, and I'm sorry but it's true. She used him for ego fulfillment when Simon had shot her down and once her ego was back up and stronger, she left AJ for Simon. I don't see why, but it was her choice. This whole thing with Alexandra is also tearing him apart. It's like he has no feeling left anywhere. I'll touch him and he's so cold, physically. It scares me. I called his mom and talked to her about what had happened with Alexandra, and she is sending a therapist for AJ to talk to. It might do him some good, but his mom doesn't know about Paula, and I don't want to tell her.
I haven't seen Blake on AIM for a while, I miss talking to him, and I hope he's doing okay. I wish I knew how to help you guys, but I know that you totally love each other and that's what has to keep you together, because nothing else can. Not a lease agreement, not a car loan, nothing. Only love will get you through it...and I love both of you so much. Don't let yourselves be hurt by the wrong thing.
It's so sad here, and it's hard to keep my own spirits up. Luckily, I have my little ray of sunshine who is getting together his rapping costume for halloween. He looks so cute in his big baggy jeans and someone ( =pp ) Is teaching him how to breakdance. LOL!
I haven't seen Blake on AIM for a while, I miss talking to him, and I hope he's doing okay. I wish I knew how to help you guys, but I know that you totally love each other and that's what has to keep you together, because nothing else can. Not a lease agreement, not a car loan, nothing. Only love will get you through it...and I love both of you so much. Don't let yourselves be hurt by the wrong thing.
It's so sad here, and it's hard to keep my own spirits up. Luckily, I have my little ray of sunshine who is getting together his rapping costume for halloween. He looks so cute in his big baggy jeans and someone ( =pp ) Is teaching him how to breakdance. LOL!