cryin alot maybe too much!
ok so ya i had to do it....... i broke up wit tony yesterday. i jus don't understand y he wouldn't talk to me and i was talking to his mom more then him and i dunno but something is wrong wit that.... don't get me wrong his mom is really nice but i don't understand it. but ne ways ya he didn't call me for like 5 days in a row and i called him everyday but nothin then he ditches me when we were supposed to go to the club for julies b-day party and neva bothered to call so i dunno! oh ya and roy ditched me too! bout the 4th time for roy and the second for tony! i think i was happier b4 we started datin cuz he was so sweet to me then and now it is like he is tellin me to fuck off! he used to call me all the time out of the blue and want to hang out and now it is like pulling teeth to even get him to answer the phone. i jus really wanted it to work and i wanted to b wit him but he obviously doesn't want to b wit me so ya. i really like him alot and i still wanna b friends wit him but i don't think he wants to have ne thing to do wit me and that hurts me to think bout that cuz ya i still do like him and we were datin for a month and then for him to jus not call and me not even kno y or wut is goin on it hurts and i am sick of cryin b/c that is all i have been doin! i guess i jus feel so empty right now and i am tryin to b strong and get through this but it is jus hard. i have work and school to keep me sumwut busy so i don't think bout it that much but then i come home and it starts again so hopefully i will become strong and b able to move on and even more so hopefully he calls me so we can continue to b friends cuz i really want that! we have been through to much jus to throw it away. i honestly think it is better that we r friends cuz that way we can b happy like b4 cuz i was happier then and i think he was too so it is for the good of both of us! well i think i got out all i had to say!