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So, for those of you who know me also know that my mother and I share a cell phone plan and that it's in her name. Unfortunately, this gives her the little power boost that she needs and she's decided to turn my phone off temporarily. Why? Heh.
I have a sleeping disorder. I don't sleep often and when I do it's not until 5 or 6 AM, sometimes later. My mother volunteered to watch my 7 year old niece for the entire week and then stupidly allowed her to have a sleep over with the 5 year old next door last night. The two girls were up for the majority of the night pushing paper through the cracks of my door, asking me if I was going to kill them [wtf], asking me to make them chocolate milk, a tent, popcorn, etc. If I said no to any of these requests, they went straight to the head wicked witch of the fucking earth; my mother.
After a while I was able to go in my room where I laid down and staired at the ceiling while coughing & getting over a nosebleed. Needless to say, I didn't fall asleep until 7:30 AM or so. Now, when I go into this "sleep drought," the last thing that I want are two giggling girls coming to my door at 10:00 AM, banging on it and saying "You have to come watch us while Nana [my mother] goes to the store." Slowly, I got up and walked to the door seeing my mom in the hallway first. She said "Good morning," in a very sarcastic way to touch on the fact that I wasn't up at 8 or 9 o'clock like everyone else. I grunted and walked away from her.
She apparently saw her opportunity to strike verbally at that point. I think she may think it compensates for hitting me. She asked what my problem was and I said "I have to watch the girls outside when I just woke up?" and she said "Do you know what time it is?" and I said "10:00 AM." and she said "Nuh uh." I looked back down at my watch, lifted it and showed it to her. "10:00," I repeated. With that, she got even more angry and decided it was a good time to say "Shut the fuck up bitch, I don't want to hear your mouth," and then my dad chimed in "I'll watch them." That made matters worse. Everyone knows, don't involve my dad in anything that could be potentially uninviting because my mom will flip out. Why? 1.) She "loves" him 2.) He's in a wheelchair 3.) He's the only money source my mother has. For those of you who think I'm wrong for saying that you should hear how much she says things like "If something happens to him, I'll have no money, I'll have to sell the house, I don't know what I'll do," etc.
So, after many more "fuck you bitch, shut the fuck up fatass bitch," comments she said "You know, it only takes about 2 seconds to shut your phone off."
How conveniant - the day that I'm not going to get to hear from Drew the most or virtually do anything else, she takes away my one tool to the outside world and possibly will be taking away this laptop, too. What am I? 5? I'm so sick of being treated this way. I need out of here before something stupid happens. Most of all I just want to be able to live. I can't even drive anywhere, despite having my license, because my mom took my fucking keys.
If you don't hear from me for a few days it's because my psycho mother has most likely taken away everything I own because I can't object - a.) I live under her roof and b.) I have nowhere to go after she kicks me out for objecting.
I love you guys. I hope to see and hear from you after this blows over. If not, call the local hospitals. She probably beat me to a pulp.
I have a sleeping disorder. I don't sleep often and when I do it's not until 5 or 6 AM, sometimes later. My mother volunteered to watch my 7 year old niece for the entire week and then stupidly allowed her to have a sleep over with the 5 year old next door last night. The two girls were up for the majority of the night pushing paper through the cracks of my door, asking me if I was going to kill them [wtf], asking me to make them chocolate milk, a tent, popcorn, etc. If I said no to any of these requests, they went straight to the head wicked witch of the fucking earth; my mother.
After a while I was able to go in my room where I laid down and staired at the ceiling while coughing & getting over a nosebleed. Needless to say, I didn't fall asleep until 7:30 AM or so. Now, when I go into this "sleep drought," the last thing that I want are two giggling girls coming to my door at 10:00 AM, banging on it and saying "You have to come watch us while Nana [my mother] goes to the store." Slowly, I got up and walked to the door seeing my mom in the hallway first. She said "Good morning," in a very sarcastic way to touch on the fact that I wasn't up at 8 or 9 o'clock like everyone else. I grunted and walked away from her.
She apparently saw her opportunity to strike verbally at that point. I think she may think it compensates for hitting me. She asked what my problem was and I said "I have to watch the girls outside when I just woke up?" and she said "Do you know what time it is?" and I said "10:00 AM." and she said "Nuh uh." I looked back down at my watch, lifted it and showed it to her. "10:00," I repeated. With that, she got even more angry and decided it was a good time to say "Shut the fuck up bitch, I don't want to hear your mouth," and then my dad chimed in "I'll watch them." That made matters worse. Everyone knows, don't involve my dad in anything that could be potentially uninviting because my mom will flip out. Why? 1.) She "loves" him 2.) He's in a wheelchair 3.) He's the only money source my mother has. For those of you who think I'm wrong for saying that you should hear how much she says things like "If something happens to him, I'll have no money, I'll have to sell the house, I don't know what I'll do," etc.
So, after many more "fuck you bitch, shut the fuck up fatass bitch," comments she said "You know, it only takes about 2 seconds to shut your phone off."
How conveniant - the day that I'm not going to get to hear from Drew the most or virtually do anything else, she takes away my one tool to the outside world and possibly will be taking away this laptop, too. What am I? 5? I'm so sick of being treated this way. I need out of here before something stupid happens. Most of all I just want to be able to live. I can't even drive anywhere, despite having my license, because my mom took my fucking keys.
If you don't hear from me for a few days it's because my psycho mother has most likely taken away everything I own because I can't object - a.) I live under her roof and b.) I have nowhere to go after she kicks me out for objecting.
I love you guys. I hope to see and hear from you after this blows over. If not, call the local hospitals. She probably beat me to a pulp.