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I went to confession today I was really nervous because it had been 2 months and I had a lot to confess and several were very serious. The pastor I went to was so very comforting that by the time I was done I was very grateful that I had gone. I am starting to realize that when I go to confession not only do my sins get forgiven but I get a short therapy session as well. I feel so much better about myself that I really need to remember to go every week. I am glad that I climbed back onto God's path instead of allowing myself to get pulled to far off course. I am glad that I was able to finally accept that God's plan for me is different than what I wanted. I have come to realize that God wants me out in the world rather than in a convent. I have been wondering lately though if God has a special man out there for me. It really made me wonder as I watched a wedding party taking photos as I waited for confession. I also have been wondering a lot because my older sister only talks about my two younger siblings getting married and never me. I have so much going on in my life right now that I have been debating if I should get into the dating game. I think I have decided to wait and the majority of that decision is because I am having weightloss surgery hopefully before the end of the year. I think that it will make such a difference in my life that I should like to wait until the change has occured. I am also leaving it to God. I will let Him bring anyone into my life that He wishes to be there. I hope one day I may have a husband to love and a family of my own. I wish to be someone that is using the gifts that the Lord gave me and living my life like Jesus. Well, I think I might go to bed a little early I took my meds about an hour ago and so the sleepiness is starting to kick in.
God Bless each and everyone of you!
God Bless each and everyone of you!