this night completely sucked
ok well my mom leaves this morning, really early, i didnt wake up to say goodbye and i felt kinda bad about that, but w/e the day off from school was nice, i needed it, i was so tired all week...school tomorrow, dont know why they are making us going back on a friday, seems kinda pointless, but w/e im not going....leslee is spending the night tonite, which was good... dont really ever see her, i miss her...wish her and my brother were still together, but w/e everything happens for a reason....
well so i let my dog sleepy out, maybe not even ten minutes later i realize theres a car in my drive way, next thing i know some lady is ringing my door bell, i answer, she tells me theres a little black dog in the road that was hit by a car, and asked if it was mine, my heart dropped, i like couldnt breath, ran got shoes on and ran out to the road, and sure enough my poor puppy was hit by a car....i saw her just lying there and it was like i was soo helpless...i couldnt do anything, i knew she was gone forever and i just dropped to the floor and started crying...i couldnt help it, i knew she was going to pass away soon, ive had her for over 13 years now...but i just didnt know it was going to be this soon and this way...after crying for an hour or so, me and leslee went outside and burried her...which was i guess the best thing to do...and i really appreciate what leslee did, i dont think ANYONE i know would go outside with me to bury my dog at 11 oclock at night except for her....but she had a good life, and i dont think she died in pain, because she passed away so quickly...idk, im going to miss her soo much, things around my house will never be the same again....
well so i let my dog sleepy out, maybe not even ten minutes later i realize theres a car in my drive way, next thing i know some lady is ringing my door bell, i answer, she tells me theres a little black dog in the road that was hit by a car, and asked if it was mine, my heart dropped, i like couldnt breath, ran got shoes on and ran out to the road, and sure enough my poor puppy was hit by a car....i saw her just lying there and it was like i was soo helpless...i couldnt do anything, i knew she was gone forever and i just dropped to the floor and started crying...i couldnt help it, i knew she was going to pass away soon, ive had her for over 13 years now...but i just didnt know it was going to be this soon and this way...after crying for an hour or so, me and leslee went outside and burried her...which was i guess the best thing to do...and i really appreciate what leslee did, i dont think ANYONE i know would go outside with me to bury my dog at 11 oclock at night except for her....but she had a good life, and i dont think she died in pain, because she passed away so quickly...idk, im going to miss her soo much, things around my house will never be the same again....