UPDATE
It has been 34 weeks....
I've moved out of my house. I live in my grandmother's basement. I like it here it's cleaner, she has nicer things and on the occasion i have a p a r t y here. I can have boys over too but I hardly ever like any of them enough.
My parents are going through divorce. It's over... cry cry cry, but not really. My dad now lives here too, however he's never around. My parents still find a way to fight through the courts system, does that mean there's still passion? My father might go to jail and my mother's found here "soul-mate". The man has the same name as my father but more $money$. Knowing how mentally un-stable my mother is I worry about the day they break-up. The guy is a strict Christian and brings to my mother something she's never recognized. FAITH. I think it's a way of brain washing. You should find god on your own and when you do it's a very confusing, unbelievable thing. I'm still having trouble with it, but somebody was there when i got hit by that car, and somebody was there when i really needed that "E" in scrabble right? Either way the great HE shouldn't be introduced to you.
My brother and sisters miss me, and I miss them. They miss my father too. I feel responsible for them at time however i will admit that my mother is actually stepping up in the world of parenting and this responsibility i have always had... well i don't feel so responsible anymore.
I visit my brother David often. He lives with his girlfriend. They rent this bosnian house off of the parkway. They have three kids they raise, but Anthony stays with his mother Erin in Tully until the weekend. I like Clarissa, she's always been nothing but sweet to me and she understand hows fucking crazy everyone is. We smoke and talk and tell stories. It's a healthy relationship.
I'm bored with all of the boys I've talked to, seen or just fooled around with lately. Nobody is that interesting to me and I've concluded that I'm going to stop seeing them and just spend my time with my friends. I'll be in college in august and I'm sure I'll meet new people, hopefully someone with at least half a brain.... at MVCC? maybe hahaha.
I want to do something amazing in college. I want to become a doctor or a lawer. MVCC doesn't offer "dream careers 101" and my parents couldn't even come close to supporting me through college if I were someplace else. So my major is sitting on Hotel and Restaurant management. Maybe I'll go into business for myself one day or maybe I'll find a way to become a doctor.
My grandmother is going to georgia next week, maybe ill have a party. Probably not.
I've moved out of my house. I live in my grandmother's basement. I like it here it's cleaner, she has nicer things and on the occasion i have a p a r t y here. I can have boys over too but I hardly ever like any of them enough.
My parents are going through divorce. It's over... cry cry cry, but not really. My dad now lives here too, however he's never around. My parents still find a way to fight through the courts system, does that mean there's still passion? My father might go to jail and my mother's found here "soul-mate". The man has the same name as my father but more $money$. Knowing how mentally un-stable my mother is I worry about the day they break-up. The guy is a strict Christian and brings to my mother something she's never recognized. FAITH. I think it's a way of brain washing. You should find god on your own and when you do it's a very confusing, unbelievable thing. I'm still having trouble with it, but somebody was there when i got hit by that car, and somebody was there when i really needed that "E" in scrabble right? Either way the great HE shouldn't be introduced to you.
My brother and sisters miss me, and I miss them. They miss my father too. I feel responsible for them at time however i will admit that my mother is actually stepping up in the world of parenting and this responsibility i have always had... well i don't feel so responsible anymore.
I visit my brother David often. He lives with his girlfriend. They rent this bosnian house off of the parkway. They have three kids they raise, but Anthony stays with his mother Erin in Tully until the weekend. I like Clarissa, she's always been nothing but sweet to me and she understand hows fucking crazy everyone is. We smoke and talk and tell stories. It's a healthy relationship.
I'm bored with all of the boys I've talked to, seen or just fooled around with lately. Nobody is that interesting to me and I've concluded that I'm going to stop seeing them and just spend my time with my friends. I'll be in college in august and I'm sure I'll meet new people, hopefully someone with at least half a brain.... at MVCC? maybe hahaha.
I want to do something amazing in college. I want to become a doctor or a lawer. MVCC doesn't offer "dream careers 101" and my parents couldn't even come close to supporting me through college if I were someplace else. So my major is sitting on Hotel and Restaurant management. Maybe I'll go into business for myself one day or maybe I'll find a way to become a doctor.
My grandmother is going to georgia next week, maybe ill have a party. Probably not.