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well...as updates go, this has GOT to be the shit of all shit...lol...to start it off, i got kicked out of the paranormal group i was in for over a year because of some STUPID bullshit. I dont understand how anyone can be so damn hard-headed and stubborn. usually im the one that helps and trys to get everyone to communicate, but this time i ended up being one fucked bitch...a "loose cannon" as i was called. how eloquent to be called such a thing. all i wanted to do was to stay out of the issues that were happening and ended up being a really bad bad bad guy. i dont like being pitted against friends, or to be questioned on my loyalties. i hate things being assumed and not ever being able to say something without being judged or it being taken out of context. SOOOO...i say fuck them all. im not going to go back. i have been removed from the forum board, but my picture is still there...go figure....gotta get that thing off there. SO, what makes it ever more horrid is that after they kicked me out, they send out an email telling all of the team members that i had complaints while i was on investigations...well, it was only one that i know of, and i was made aware of it. i told her that it would not happen again. but to tell everyone that i was unprofessional and caused "clients" to complain was a lie. so now i was a unprofessional investigator. lol. whatever. its suppose to be fun and its suppose to be "on the fly", ya know? its not fun anymore. they act just like the OTHER group i use to be part of. uhg. so about a half hour AFTER the first email to everyone and their brother, they send out another one telling everyone that i was a "valuable team member" and that im just "taking some time" to get over whatever it is that im going through. hahahahahaha. i was JUST FINE till all that shit started with the other member. yeah, well, i always end up the bad bad guy. (if you want to see the emails i can post them if you like...let me know...lol...at this point in time i could care less about them...lol)
wooohooo....DRAMA is not good for anyone. lol. OK. so on to the other news. so back in october i met a couple of photographers at a halloween thing that me ex-team went to in tokeland. i may have talked about it. i had sooooo much fun there and meeting soooooo many people. well, i actually contacted on of the photographers and asked to "shadow" her. maybe just assist and learn the ins and outs of the biz. this weekend is the first time officially that im going on a shoot with her. im sooooooo damn excited about this. it really is going to be interesting. we are even going to dinner with a couple of other photographers too on friday night. oooooo....i can hardly wait for this weekend. lol....its like having a HUGE piece of chocolate and being able to just nibble off it for a week until i get to the end of it. lol. OMG. what is gonna be a bummer is that there are no men models that are going to be there that weekend....grrrr....oh well.
so ya...thats the update to all....happy new year, though belated and almost a month over due...hehehe...i was busy! lol...hopefully the next 11 months are going to be fun and interesting.