just a little impared.

[nikki70586]

If there's one thing I've learnt in life, it's that no one can make me happy, except myself. I can't rely on anyone. The most horrible thing I've discovered about humans is that they are in it for themselves. If something makes them happy it far outweighs the fact that the thing that makes them happy could possibly hurt someone else. I didn't realize sooner since I guess you could say I'm different, I put other peoples happiness before mine. I try to understand what’s going on or what’s bothering the person, I take the time to try to fix the problem. I mean I do make my mistakes, I'm not perfect, I'm far from perfect. Another thing is that people talk, all that they do is talk. It’s like they get some sort of sick twisted pleasure from talking shit about people, or being fake to someone’s face. You really can’t trust anybody now a days, when someone gives you their word that they’ll “be somewhere at sometime” how certain can you be that they’ll actually show up? And if someone says, “I swear I won’t tell anyone.” How positive can you be that the person won’t “slip” and tell someone? You never know, you can never trust anyone, and how would you know if someone is you “true” friend? How do you know that they’re not fake to your face and then go off and talk shit behind your back? Everybody talks, Friends, Significant others, Enemies. If you accept your flaws, and realize that if someone’s happy with who they are and accepts his/her flaws then what damage can the shit talkers do? Very little, if any.

Okay, I’m done boring everybody now :]

^i forgot to tell ya'll that i didnt write that *brianna* did.. i ment to put that but i forgot.. the reason i took it is because that is EXACTLY how i view my life..