good mood...
it's awesome how stupid things can change the course of a day.
i hung out with glo today, and she always makes me sad because all she talks about are things of the past and how happy things were and it always makes me think. Not just about one person, but the troubles with Chris and Palo and Kyle and Gene.
then out of no where. Kyle IM's me. I was freaking out. i was so happy. then he CALLED me. When i picked up the phone and he said some obscene thing i was like hey what if that was my mom, and he was all "ah, i know your voice"...do you know how many people mix us up? it's such a stupid comfort that i missed. it wasn't even weird. Just like whats up, and "what did you get for christmas"...what a random question to everyone, but so very relevent to us. Wow i don't know, I'm just really excited for a 5 minute phone call. I guess it's sorta ridiculous, but lately, i need a little just...just a little of familiarity. I feel so distant from some of these people, but i feel so relieved knowing he doesn't hate me. I needed that today. That boy can never be replaced by anyone.
Yay.
i hung out with glo today, and she always makes me sad because all she talks about are things of the past and how happy things were and it always makes me think. Not just about one person, but the troubles with Chris and Palo and Kyle and Gene.
then out of no where. Kyle IM's me. I was freaking out. i was so happy. then he CALLED me. When i picked up the phone and he said some obscene thing i was like hey what if that was my mom, and he was all "ah, i know your voice"...do you know how many people mix us up? it's such a stupid comfort that i missed. it wasn't even weird. Just like whats up, and "what did you get for christmas"...what a random question to everyone, but so very relevent to us. Wow i don't know, I'm just really excited for a 5 minute phone call. I guess it's sorta ridiculous, but lately, i need a little just...just a little of familiarity. I feel so distant from some of these people, but i feel so relieved knowing he doesn't hate me. I needed that today. That boy can never be replaced by anyone.
Yay.