Am I normal or jus hopelessly freaky ?
I'm not quite sure why but when someone really starts to like me I get a lil freaked out. Maybe it's the way they're showing me that they like me that freaks me out? Or perhaps it's because this doesn't happen to me very often so maybe I'm jus not used to it, yet? It is usually is the other way around by far. I mean yeah other guys that I like has, or jus, maybe, still likes me, but it still doesn't happen very often. And yes I'm constantly being liked by someone, some guy, somewhere, that's a givin, especially here lately, which I'm not quite sure why that is either, but occasionally some of these guys will flow into my personal life and then start to freak me. I allow some of these guys to flow into my life, of course without knowing that they're going to be the type to freak me out, because I can't really shut out everyone if I eventually wanna find someone to love me , to actually except me for who I really am, and to spend my life with. I so wish that guyz would have a sign on their foreheads that I can only see and read that will alert me and say something like
"THIS IS SO NOT GOING TO WORK OUT JUS WALK AWAY"
or something along that line then hopefully I won't find myself in these situations that I keep finding myself in. So I'm sitting here wondering if I am ever going to actually find that someone that likes me as much as I like them. That doesn't freak me out and/or give me the 'freaky willies' or V.S. because believe me un-FREAKIN-fortunately I do do that occasionally. Which I absolutely hate that part about me, but I am getting better, at least I'm trying too. And I 'm wondering what do I need to do to fix this problem or is there in fact anything that I can do to fix this. Is this normal or am I jus hopelessly freaky ???
"THIS IS SO NOT GOING TO WORK OUT JUS WALK AWAY"
or something along that line then hopefully I won't find myself in these situations that I keep finding myself in. So I'm sitting here wondering if I am ever going to actually find that someone that likes me as much as I like them. That doesn't freak me out and/or give me the 'freaky willies' or V.S. because believe me un-FREAKIN-fortunately I do do that occasionally. Which I absolutely hate that part about me, but I am getting better, at least I'm trying too. And I 'm wondering what do I need to do to fix this problem or is there in fact anything that I can do to fix this. Is this normal or am I jus hopelessly freaky ???