i want to hold him close n never let him go...
well im back from Mrytle beach, i had an awesome time with chris n his family..they are sooo nice. i love him so much and i dont want to see him leave for college..i have 5 more days to spend with him and then its time to say goodbye. i've never felt this way for anyone before..spending that week in SC with him made me realize how much i really love him. walkin the beach late at night and standing in the ocean was the best thing ever..i couldnt ask for more..he is the best bf i've ever had..he makes me feel worth while. we got to ride horses near the beach and he did it all for me. i'm goin to miss all the fun times we've had together...the first time we kissed, third times the charm, jerry springer, soccer field, dover pool n erica's ripped pants..assless chaps, mmm anthony, nipple n ass pinchs lol, bulls bridge, flag pole, walkin into the glass door lmao, gettin drunk on the beach, sand fleas,peelin labels off of bottles, "r u sexually frustrated?", pig sex, "stop playin ur guitar", sex on the beach (not a good idea!), fallin alseep on you, layin in the trunk of the jetta, lookin up at the stars, i love him with all my heart..and i dont want to see him go. he makes me breakfast, cheers me up, makes me feel good and laugh, he compliments me, spends a whole day at a horse show just to see my ride, i love the way he kisses me on the forehead and holds my hand, hes not afriad to show how much he loves me infront of his friends... the last night on the beach i cried on his shoulder bcuz i dont want him to leave me and he said i was the best thing to ever happen to him and goin off to college isnt going to ruin us and he that he loves me..and before we left to go back to the beach house he wrote I LOVE YOU in the sand. i dont kno what im goin to do with out him..i NEVER saw this coming..who would of thought that at the end of this summer i'd be goin out with chris hebden. its such a random thing but i cant help it...i love him and i dont want to see him go...