Comments | nikki0915: here's your wish....

nikki0915

here's your wish....

Mar 28, 2005 21:57

So I thought that my boyfriend and I were ok. Then while sitting at my sister's house holding my neice. He calls me. And I must have had heart failure...he broke up with me. It's because of his work and he doesn't want me to get even more hurt. But I'm more hurt being without him than not talking to him and missing him. At least I knew he missed me ( Read more... )

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whats_wrong_wme March 28 2005, 19:24:55 UTC

hey there darlin! i just want you to know that i still love you no matter what...ur my nickels and i love my moneys! lol whenever you are sad think of me and laugh about all the dumb shit we used to do and how ur mom thinks i am a bad influence on you and im really not...i only started the monster and u finished it! lol well ill ttyl I LOVE YOU BABAY! LOL

nikki0915 March 28 2005, 19:29:36 UTC

i love you Katie.

!!!!!!!! dananac March 28 2005, 21:36:52 UTC

aw Nikki im so sorry i know what he means to you, and i too still love you and if you need to talk or whatever ill be home ok? just call me
Ps: good song choice kenny always helps
I LOVE YOU
DONT WORRY BE HAPPY

Re: !!!!!!!! nikki0915 March 29 2005, 12:53:49 UTC

thanks Diana.
You sat through all the chatter about him.
But he's still AmaZinG!
And he still has my heart.
<3

kate_is_great07 March 30 2005, 18:41:53 UTC

i'm sorry about it...if i had known that's what was gonna happen i would have tried to do something, i dunno what but yeah. I dunno if that last lil 'wish' comment was directed towards me, but i didn't hate you guys dating just certain effects of it. adios

nikki0915 March 31 2005, 08:11:46 UTC

Kate,
those "certain effects of it" really aren't your business, no offense. But we were in a relationship and there is no law that says you can't do things within your relationship. I mean you do things in your relationships, so the difference is where? Because hes your cousin, well he was my boyfriend. He's a grown man, and I'm mature enough to make those decisions on 'yes' or 'no'.

Thanks for saying you would have tried to help. We both knew it was getting real hard, him there me here, but he said it first. It's for the best, that way we still have a friendship. So everything isn't completely lost. But I think that if it's meant to be, we'll get back together. If it's meant to be, only time can tell.

bye.

kate_is_great07 March 31 2005, 18:32:41 UTC

those aren't the certain effects i was talking about. I was talking about the effects it had on me and other family stuff.

nikki0915 March 31 2005, 19:02:18 UTC

I dont get it.
you told us that dating each other was ok.
I know you started to have a change in heart once he came home.
That is when we drifted.
But seriously, I dont get it.