another entry
remember the old days?? when we were like in 5th grade? man, where did those days go? when nothing was complicated, jealousy wasnt like #1 in high school, no drama, no broken hearts only scraped knees?! yeah i wish that! i wish i could go back and start my life all over again.....sometimes i wish i could fast foward my life to see if its even worth living....idk if it is!! you seem to loose everything when you grow up. whether its a signifigant other, a family member, a best friend since preschool....wish it was still all you lost was Barbie's shoe. sorry im having a bad day and wanted to babble.
all i ever wanted was to love and be loved....i mean seriously loved! i gave you nothing but me and all i get in return is your cold shoulder. i seen the look in your eyes that you gave me, is it the same one you give her? are your eyes still filled with lust or hatred? "we'll stay friends" doesnt really mean anything, who really does? its not the same itll never be the same. "its not permanent" turned out to be the longest "not permanent" of my life...when i all wanted was you, why couldnt u want me? i still heart u tons, but sadly you dont heart me!
all i ever wanted was to love and be loved....i mean seriously loved! i gave you nothing but me and all i get in return is your cold shoulder. i seen the look in your eyes that you gave me, is it the same one you give her? are your eyes still filled with lust or hatred? "we'll stay friends" doesnt really mean anything, who really does? its not the same itll never be the same. "its not permanent" turned out to be the longest "not permanent" of my life...when i all wanted was you, why couldnt u want me? i still heart u tons, but sadly you dont heart me!