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nothing can ever be easy can it? even if shit starts out easy something always gets in the way and fucks it up. theres always something to friggin mess up perfectly good plans, and i'm fucking sick as hell with dealing with it. i just want ONCE for things to go the way they were planned and have everything be good. but i guess thats too much to ask for.
i'm still going down there, i'm still gonna spend a week with him, i guess thats all i can really ask for right now.....maybe there will be some kinda miracle and things will still work out....i doubt it tho.....
what the fuck.....