Well I've finally decided enough is enough, which I should have done years ago but oh well.
What's stopped me so far is thinking thoughts like, I'm too stressed now, I'll deal with my weight when my life has settled. However just when my life settles a little, something else happens, so like I said, enough is enough.
Yesterday I joined Weight Watchers. It's a big step for me because as much as I pretend being overweight doesnt bother me, it really does.
Its also a huge thing for me to be laying myself so bare in front of you guys, my friends, but I need the support. At the Weight Watchers meeting they told us that support is everything and that support can come in many forms, but the first step is to ask for help. So here I am, asking for help.
Everyweek I will be updating my journal with my progress, good and bad, and I need you guys to plese keep me to that. I give you full permission to bring me up on it if I slack.
Well, now the really embarrsing part:
Current Weight: 106.8kg
10% goal weight: 94.5kg
Goal Weight: 60kg
Total Weight left to lose: 46.8kg
Measurements:
Neck: 37cm
Upper Arm: 39cm
Chest: 120cm
Waist: 115.5cm
Hips: 131cm
Upper leg: 69.5cm
Calf: 48.5cm
Yes I'm being brutally honest, and its really hard, but I have to start honest to stay honest.
Thanks for listening guys.
Nikki